Today is my birthday, and hopefully the day i die. i sit here waiting for calls that will never come from people who never care and all i feel is numb. im not crying hysterically or cutting myself im just waiting for death. i never once thought that it would truly never get better till this point now. i have reached my limit and just cant carry on anymore. not one person not one. i dont think it gets any more pathetic than that.
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no-one-no
I just want a reason, a reason to wake up a reason to bother in life. I cant remember a time in the last ten years that i was truly happy. i dont wanna go through life just surviving cos at the moment that s all it seems.  i constantly feel that i am in a downward spiral that has no end and i am sick of waiting for things to get better cos they never seem to however much i try. so whats the point. i know what i wanna do but can i really do it without thinking about how it will affect the people […]