Today is my birthday, and hopefully the day i die. i sit here waiting for calls that will never come from people who never care and all i feel is numb. im not crying hysterically or cutting myself im just waiting for death. i never once thought that it would truly never get better till this point now. i have reached my limit and just cant carry on anymore. not one person not one. i dont think it gets any more pathetic than that.
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Hey happy birthday! 🙂
thanks, i appreciate it
hey everything will be alright,.. i have lonley birthdays too. lost of people do. i know how ya feel about feeling so useless or just dont care anymore about things u used to… you just feel so blah like.. but yeah i just wanted to let you know ur not alone.
it wont b , but thankyou all the same. when i think ive hit rock bottom i realise its only half way and it just keeps getting worse.
but how do you know that things cant get better, you never know. things could, we live in a strange world were things can happen, ya know, maybe all this pain is for a reason, u never know.. it sucks.. i know, but u can do it. think of the happy things in life.. ( i dont have barley any) but im sure u do have happy things in life that make u want to live for another day another, month.another year.
i cant find a reason to last another day let alone n e thing more. ive got nothing and i dont want anything n e more i just give up
dont give up, you got me, ill be here for ya, whenever u need me im here.
thanku for the offer but just cnt carry on
are you sure, im here for ya, no matter what
ur the only one that wished me happy birthday this year uve done more than ull know. u ve already been there for me. i just dont wanna be here n e more
well i wanna do more, i wanna help you. I want to be there for you more.
Hey sorry I did not see this post earlier! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Get online friends and move on, who cares about birthdays anyway, many people I love I forget their birthdays all the time.
Seriously quit being attached to this stuff and go get what you want in life.
If what you want is people to say happy birthday to you then it is easy to achieve.