I just want a reason, a reason to wake up a reason to bother in life. I cant remember a time in the last ten years that i was truly happy. i dont wanna go through life just surviving cos at the moment that s all it seems.  i constantly feel that i am in a downward spiral that has no end and i am sick of waiting for things to get better cos they never seem to however much i try. so whats the point. i know what i wanna do but can i really do it without thinking about how it will affect the people around me, so what… i ll plaster a smile across my face and barely survive each day with the mere hope that tomorrow wont come. or i just do it, do what i want for once in my life and be happy.
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What is it that you want to do.. and how do you know you’d be happy?
A reason huh? Hmm… I can’t tell you what that reason is. You yourself need to think long & hard to come up with the reason you need. =)
C’mon we can even brainstorm together okay. I’ll try to help you.
But if death is what you want I ain’t gonna stop/judge you. It’s your choice and I’ll respect it.
Hope.
Just keep hoping, daydream about the future, and just hope that one day you can do this, or that…
You have interests, don’t you?
If so, hope that those interests can eventually become something that you can do.
That’s all the advice a 15-year old can really give. I’m not really wise…
i hear you. theres no reason to anything anymore. i wish i could give you advice, but i cant even give myself advice.
Thats why I’m here.
To try to give you advice. Please think about hope and what life can bring tomorrow, in a month, in a whole year.
i just need to have the fukin guts to do it. i know its wat i want just need to do it. i dont think there is a reason im searching for something thats not there