I’m sitting here drinking my fifth jack and coke by myself stuck in a town where i don’t have anyone to hang out with and right now i really need someone to hang out with or just talk to. To get me through this. I don’t know how much longer I can keep doing this. I’m just ready to be done with life.
Its been a while since ive been on here and i honestly thought i was coming out of depression and then the last week evreything seems to have gotten bad again. how have you guys been?
So I self referred myself to the hospital for being suicidal two weeks ago or so. And I got out today, and I will never ever do that again. Everything is worse now they did nothing but take sharp objects away from me.
So i spent yesterday and moat of today in the hospital for an attempt at suicide i tried to overdose on sleeping pills that were prescribed to me. And now i failed again and feel like complete shit and a complete failure.
Does anyone else kinda hope the world does end this december.
I am married currently but my wife is one of the main reasons im so depressed. I am extremely unhappy with her i just dont want to hurt her im not good at hurting people but i need out of the relationship its the best thing for me. Please help me idk what to do or what to say to her
It seems like anymore when i try to reach out for help they sll just say it will get better i promise. I even have a friend who struggles with depression and all she ever seems to tell me is it will get better. Idk if anything will really make me feel better but telling me it will get better over and over is driving me insane and making me want to cut off communication with evreyone i know.
Ive run out of strength to fight with. I give up on life. I want the pain to stop and i will make it stop.
Looking at my arm after i have a bad night like last night disgusts me. I hate what i have become.
Idk why but for some reason evreything has gone horribly wrong tonight and I am contemplating attempting suicide again but this time i want it to work unlike my past attempts where i have obviously failed.
I cant seem to stop cutting i dont want to cut but i just feel like i need it. Its the only thing that calms me down and keeps me from doing something much worse but i dont wanna do it anymore i just dont know how.
Im so glad i found this website. I dont know you people but you are all so supportive i wanna thank evreyone that has been helpful so far and now i finally feel like i have people that are supportive.
I keep reaching out to those closest to me. One person in particular who says she cares. But evreytime i reach out she says the same couple things like im sorry i know and suicide is stupid. It just seems like she doesnt care as much as she says. And then noone else will take me seriously. Why wont they believe me why do you think i always wear long sleeves and when im not i always hold my arms close to my body. Do they not realize im dying inside. Ive told them i am. But they just look at me like im crazy. […]
Im new to this site i found it on a really bad day. In which i tried to kill myself. But here is my story.
My family has a history of clinical xepression and i was lucky enough to have it as well. I was officially diagnosed when i was 17 when my girlfriend at the time found me with a heroine needle in my arm with the intention of an overdose. I was in the hospital for three days then i was in inpatient for a couple wee ks. And since then ive been struggling with it. Recently it has been made worse by […]