Im horrible Im a fucking *****,When im in public I act like a wretched *****,I make faces and im rude and have somehow some way (probably through using crystal meth) mastered the art of “igorning” people without even saying a word Please forgive Im horrible and I have problems I have fucking problems
I hate my life
Im fucked up,Im wrong
world im sorry im fucking horrible dude
Cause its just too much work….and keeping up with the different moods I don’t like really I just want to
work on myself and keep to my geeky boyfriend,The one that’s on my facebook that the ‘world’ know about
If I get checked out on the way to the store fine,But I really don’t want to talk to other guys right now
It makes me feel not so alone
I dont like living here my sisters like a frenemy, Everything she says is backhanded
like a backhanded compliment its tense and awkward with my dad, Think no eye contact as
we pass each other or in the same room, yea you know how that goes My moms a dumb *****
On top of that I bought all these clothes online(large and 1x) and they still fit kind of tight
They don’t fit where you could wear em and look cute, I think if I lost twenty pounds theyd fit good,
well anyways yea that too and everyone is telling me shit ’cause im not […]
Or not be staring at everyone around me or go to the, mall during the day
www.hatebook.com ya post what ya hate! :]
Lmao I barely found it right now cause I was googling I hate
not being fucking skinny
check it out
w w w . hate book . com
I put spaces in case sucuide project doesn’t like stories promoting other websites…
Not never ever far away from my fucking home and everything I knew
That would be cool…and people would know by our username whats wrong with us or why were sad lol
like mines would be that I hate being fat and how I have really bad anxiety
When just five years ago I couldn’t even talk and I was in hospitals and here I am like a normal person
having tons of friends on facebook(although I may not talk to them all) im still out there.
I drive a nice car, Thanks to my dad cosigning, I go to school now
even though im super nervous and yea I still go to malls even though its early in the morning when its first open
to avoid people(I used to love the mall) I find what works for me and im okay with that,Im sometimes just happy
to be out there in the […]
guys don’t check me out,the guys I like don’t like me back
Ive been trying to have sex for a week now and the guys ive been trying to hook up with like
want me to beg I lost so much weight and wear such expensive makeupo and nothing im used to it being different
its like no one see;s me or notices my beauty,I feel weird
I get weird vibes from my dad
Its sad that you try to find out your sisters schedule because you don’t know if she’ll say hi to you when she see’s you or even if she does it’ll be awkward…So you try to avoid her
Im out eating at resyraunt,please understand that this is a big deal tp me i havnt done this ina while then when i mormally wpuld like 6 years ago
Long story short,I thought I could do anything I want,I thought everybody was faries and vampires and I thought I was in a dream….anyways this was when somebody laced the drugs I bought. I know Karma right?
But im just here to share a cool brand I found at the mall called ‘To write love on her arms’ it was a sweater on clearance and I just googled it and guess what? Its a sucuide project reach out thing….
The store was zumies
http://www.zumiez.com/brands/to-write-love-on-her-arms.html
https://www.facebook.com/towriteloveonherarms
But I really did go to a jail but was eventually put in the hospital cause they saw I needed […]
It went well too
I did have the usual anxiety but it went good,I was just so happy formyself to go to the mall on the weekend in the middle of the day
I had my friend with me but of course if im by myself I will still go in the morning
One of my bestfriends that ive known for a while who was gay and just really loved or hated,I guess you would call him a ‘character’ were from a big city and everybody knew him and he would judt talk smack and always get into fights,guys and girls too (but thats nit the point)
Well anyways he was super crazy and all that and I loved that about him,we even got into fist fights too yea that kind of friend ,well anyways his family had money issues so they would move back and forth to mexico well this time he […]
the whole commenting on stories,looking up indigo children,googling why people commit sucuide basically all the stuff I usually think about it but I know it pushes me away from people and makes me feel weird,So ill be leaving but ill probably be back to comment on storys,Thanks for reading
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