I sit here in amazement as this beautiful world passes on by, just so slow, drifting along, like clouds floating through the sky. I’m seeing the future get created right in front of my eyes, I see so many brilliant people, doing such amazing things. Beautiful things, and everything is just too amazing. The beauty of what is going on is just to much for my undeserving eyes, i want to die, for the fact alone. Life is to amazing, and i’m here. I am undeserving of what has been bestowed on me, people everyday, every second want to die, and do, while i sit […]
We were playing truth or dare last night, then moved on to dare, or double dare?
Its finally my turn, i say: “zanders, dare, or double dare?” “Double dare”, he replies back to me.
“Alexander, I double dare you, to give me your eternal soul.” Gladly, he reaches for my hand, so i cut his, then mine, then we shake. Just like that, I gained his soul, poor guy was willing to give it out, if only he knew what it meant.
LOVE, [SyKo].
It was valentines day, the day of love, and it was perfect. Things went on normally as they do, except everything was just so much more happier. Because as i had suspected, it would all just go down the drain instantly. Like it always does, i can’t have a great day without something twisted and messed up happening. So it’s 6:30pm and i get back from my new job i was working at [I just got fired from that job as well]. I get called into the residential advisors office because he was looking for me, really, really bad. I thought i was in alot […]
Or like you mean nothing, because…. To the world you are one person, but to one person, you are the world.
You don’t know me, and I know not of you. But regardless, I love you, and YOU DO mean the world to me, I see alot on this site, and it fills me with a dark depression, and I just want to help everyone, I know I can’t, but I will always try to let people see the light.
Live Long, Be Happy, Smile, LOVE.
[SyKo]
http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/happy-valentines-day/
I had an amazing day that day. But then didn’t because after the day was over, i got a call. My only living relative, my father died.
Dear world, it is truly lovely to be alive today on this day of love. I couldn’t be happier because of these amazing people around me.
You all made my day, and my life. Because i don’t want to be a alive, but I DO, for all of you. Because i love you all.
Happy Valentines Day, Family, Friends, Past Lovers, Present Lovers. Everyone, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.
I’,m keeping it simple so someone will actually read this.
I never express myself because I never have anything good to say, its always so dark and demented. It scares me and others.
People are getting confused, they know something is up, but the don’t have the slightest clue of what. I have not written in a while, and I miss it. I can’t express myself, and no one will know what is going on, there is just a whole bunch of missing pages in this story; if I can even call it that anymore. I have been sad, sadder than ever. I can’t stop asking myself, “When will things be better?â€.I can’t explain what is going on in my life for, there is nothing. Just the Same Shit, Different Day. Time is just being wasted more and […]
When is it that my life will re-arrange..? How come its so hard to stay the same, why do I constantly wish to change?
I don’t know if im happy or sad, I don’t know if im good or bad.. I try so hard for happiness, I tried my hardest to reach heavenly bliss.
How often must I cry, how many tears must I shed. I swear I want to die, I just want to finally rest my head.
I can’t help you with your problems anymore, its about time I close this door.
So I block out the world and I block out life, As I continuously cut deeper with this knife.
Blood drips on the floor as I type […]
This life style cannot continue, I cannot sit any longer and waste my time away. What is the point in being alive, if I am not living. I wish I could be with a real female, one that cares, one that isn’t completely twacked in her mind. I just want to experiance something real for once.
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