If he could have come forward and seen how gutting this has been for the rest of us maybe he wouldn’t have. If I could have been there and just kept him talking for 5 minutes maybe he wouldn’t have. If, if, if, maybe, maybe, maybe.
He made a choice that is fucking me up. FUCKING me up.
So it’s over for him and those left behind will live with it. I miss my little brother. Whoever got this site going – thanks. There’s nowhere else to go where I can scream.