Peace

Hi everyone, i’ve posted here a numerous times before when i felt both suicidal and down and i’ve actually been able to see some kind of “light” in life, or well… to tell you all the truth it sometimes feels as i am lying to myself because i keep telling myself that there is something out there for me, could be whatever, a well payed job to a new place to live in and so on.

Even though im somewhat lying to myself it feels abit better and i feel almost “healed” i mean.. as i look back i didnt really know why i was even […]

Hi, i have been thinking about suicide for a rather long time and i have tried to deal with the problem and i don’t want to get on constant meds or longterm treatment, 3 years ago it just got worse and worse, being rejected by friends and all and just acting as a mere helpful tool to my fathers family.

I have even wrote here twice before, one about how i felt and that i really wanted to commit suicide and one about what is now my very first ex-girlfriend who also suffered from depression and yes i know it was bad just by starting the […]