I do believe in God. I was in a car accident when I was three. I was in the back seat, my Dad was driving. As we were turning right at a stop sign we were t-boned by a huge SUV. My Dad was knocked out, had a dislocated shoulder and a concussion. I didn’t get a scratch. It wasn’t a terrible accident. The car was totaled. But not a scratch? Not even a shard of glass cutting my arm? After the accident, everybody told me that I told them about a lady in white with wings. They said I said she kept me company, […]
I’m getting off now. I read some posts and gave the best replies I could. I don’t know if I’ll get back on here. See you.
So, things just took a turn for the worst. My mother is moving us out of my grandmas house and back into her ex’s house. Which means I can’t live the next however many months I decide to live in comfort. I can’t just keep praying to God to kill me, I have to take action. And she is going to put me back in public school. I don’t have the strength to endure myself and the people of public school and my family AND my mom’s boyfriend and his family. So, my current choices are: run away and live in misery a little longer […]
I didn’t see any age restrictions so, I turn sixteen in a month. I promised myself when I turned fifteen that I wouldn’t live to be sixteen, that I had to kill myself before that. But I am a coward, so I just pray every single day to God to just let me die. Car accident, burglary-gone-wrong, give me cancer for fucks sake. But nothing. I’m still here for some reason, maybe. I don’t even know why I’m posting here, I just got bored and decided to ask Google why I was still alive. It didn’t give me an answer, but I found this site. […]