I’m 20 with a 3yr old son. I love my boy more than life. But recently, I realized, I can’t feel anymore. The only thing I feel is that I’m waiting. Waiting for my mind to realize what my body has already decided… Suicide. I feel like I’ve been waiting ever since I was raped  when I was 12. That ruined me. I can’t afford a therapist or anything like that, so, I’m trying to find help on my own. Today and tomorrow, I will try. And no, what happened when I was 12 isn’t the only thing. I’m just tired of explaining it all. […]