Today i have been released from hospital.After 2 weeks of hardship and suffering.I have a chronic heart disease that neither can be detected nor has a cure(i suppose).It sucks but i don’t worry about it.Iam worried about my mom and dad.I don’t want to make them sad.Huh….after all iam a loser.From childhood i was weird.weird in looks(i mean ugly),weird character,weird nature and weird attitude.I eat less,talk less,laugh less and blah blah……n a cry baby too.During my elementry school i had a very hard time in adjusting myself with others.I was afraid.Many of my seniors take the advantage of my attitude and used to tease me […]
rohon tayeng
“LIFE”….yeah!thats the word that i hate the most.people say that after death u would go to hell or heaven but i think there’s nothing like this.This present world is the perfect hell.And To Live on in this world is worst then anything…….i hate life….i hate myself.,..i hate the whole world…….fuck!fuck!fuck!i can’t express my feelings clearly….may my death comes soon…..fucking god…..
I tried once i tried twice i tried again and again but….fail.I fail in Everything,sports study everrryyything…so i had very few friends.Iam fucking ugli so i don’t have any girl friend.Teachers also didn’t take notice of me.Iam always been ignored….by frnds,by my teachers.I wouldn’t say mom and dad,because they luv me very much and i also do so.My dad is my best frnd……he always give me advices in my failure that inspires me.My dad is worlds best dad but my dad is so unlucky that he has a son like me.Thats why i hate myself.I fear that i would not be able to repay the […]