I tried once i tried twice i tried again and again but….fail.I fail in Everything,sports study everrryyything…so i had very few friends.Iam fucking ugli so i don’t have any girl friend.Teachers also didn’t take notice of me.Iam always been ignored….by frnds,by my teachers.I wouldn’t say mom and dad,because they luv me very much and i also do so.My dad is my best frnd……he always give me advices in my failure that inspires me.My dad is worlds best dad but my dad is so unlucky that he has a son like me.Thats why i hate myself.I fear that i would not be able to repay the care and loving back to them….iam a fucking bad son….i wanna suicide….i can’t no longer bear this pain of failing….
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I know how you feel.. I am my family’s fuck up.. I did everything.. the wrong way. I’ve got siblings who are a hundred times over better than me in every way..
Sports, academics, just basic family honor.. I truly am a disgrace and I know your pain..
And dont forget.. suicide is a far too permanent answer for a far too temporary pain
You are right.But i don’t want to be a loser.In my life,till today i have n’t done anything good.I can resist the pain of ignorance but i can’t resist faliures.
You will find something you are happy with and good at.Being top at Sports and school aren’t everything. I know people who have done well in life without getting A’s
When I was younger I so wanted even a taste of what your parents are like. I did good in school, in college, at university and still no-one in my family was proud of me. Still the boys were the better children no matter how much trouble they got into. I had teacher attention, friends, boyfriends. It all meant nothing in the end because my family never wanted me around. Your dad loves you as you are. I would love that. That means so much more than any stranger trust me. I would trade. I could deal with low grades and being a loner if only I had my parents support.Parents will be with you forever. School is fleeting and friends come and go. Choose family, it may not be the coolest thing but you’ll be a happier adult.