just got back from a weekend recovery for guys who were raped as kids. it was incredibly confronting. I got back and streight into the hands of centrelink and their bumbling. I really arent in a position to deal with this righ now I am hurting all over and I am a train wreck IDK what to do I am jus so exhausted
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ronin
from the age of 9 to 16, i was bashed and raped constantly.
my first suicide attempt was at 13 when I was caught by my mum. I have been suicidal ever since to varying degrees. I have had several half hearted attempts but normally conceal them in reckless behavior. Recently my memories of what happened resurfaced and I have been devastated. I am seeing a councilor and am on medication. I just need the memories to stop and i can’t see any other way of guaranteeing that. I Have 2 lovely nieces and that is what has stopped me so far but I need it […]