I’m so bored ! I don’t work, don’t study… I’m at home all day long and I’m bored. I sleep as much as I can. The rest of the time I don’t know what to do. I don’t feel like watching Tv, reading, seeing people, playing video games or whatever. I don’t want to do anything, I get no pleasure in any activity… So, I’m bored as fuck.
Am I the only one ? What do YOU do ? Do you enjoy doing anything ?
So… I’m planning to commit suicide soon.
I’m with him for 5 years now, we live together but I’m not in love anymore. He knows something is wrong, we don’t cuddle or have sex anymore, I’m often alone in the bedroom, I don’t talk a lot to him anymore…
I don’t know if I should break up with him before killing myself. Or should I let him believe that there was hope for us ? What’s better for him ? “My girlfriend killed herself” or “My ex-girlfriend killed herself” ? I don’t want to hurt him but I would like to be honnest before I leave this […]
I don’t want to die, but I made my mind: I have to. Unfortunately, I’m such a coward! It’s been month since I took the decision of killing myself. Months… And I keep postponing it, like everything else in my life… I would like it to be easy, but it’s not. It’s so hard to think to myself “This is the last time I see him/her. The last time I eat chocolate. The last time I take a bath.”, for everything…
I think that my suicide is so difficult to commit because I took the decision with my brain, not with my guts. I’m unhappy, […]
What do you answer to people who say that?
“If you really want to die, you jump in front of a train, that’s it.”
Did you choose what music will be played at your funerals ?
I want to make a playlist for mine.
I’m looking for songs with a “happy” music but with “sad” lyrics. Fool’s garden – Lemon Tree for example.
Do you have an idea for me ? And what do you plan for you ?
Hi everyone, I’m a 29 years old girl from France and I want to end my life.
I read a lot about the exit bag with helium method, I think it’s the best way for me to do it. No pain, quick, your body remains clean…
But I have one problem with this method. I can’t find a flow gas regulator ! I’m too young to order it from exit international. I looked everywhere online but everyone seems to have the same problem.
So I though about a plastic emergency tent instead of a bag. Here, you don’t need any flow regulator, since you inflate the tent then […]