Tonight I just felt worse than ever. I just want it to be over. I can’t stand it anymore. The only reason I’m not killing myself is because I don’t want to cause pain to others that care about me. I would hate for my parents to suffer just so that I can be happy. I just don’t know what to do anymore. Why can’t I just be happy and get on with my life?
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Rosebud16
People tell me my life is just beginning, that I’m in my prime and that its all about to begin. Others tell me that in order to be happy I need to make it happen, they say that I need to reach out and take those risks to make my life what I want it to be. But it’s not that simple. There aren’t many options in the society I live in and because I try avoid judgement and be perfect for everyone, I find it very hard to take those steps into making my life the way I want it to be.
I’ve wanted to kill […]