This is my third post here on this site. Honestly, I love this website. It has saved me from resorting to more foolish coping mechanisms. This time around I find myself faced with…an abnormal (for lack of a better term) amount of stress. I am hoping to study abroad in Japan next year, but have no money to do so. I need scholarships for the trip, but my grades have been slipping lately. My grades continue to go down the drain because I’m lacking motivation. I lack motivation, because I, like many of the rest of you here, can’t seem to stop thinking about how […]
I’ve felt this way for a while now. I’m an atheist. I considered myself christian for a while but decided it wasnt for me. I’ve never really had anything against people who believe in god but I never understood why they did really. Now though, now I just cant take it anymore. I’m so sick and tired of hearing about people giving god credit for their acheivements and blaming the devil for their misfortunes. That shit is absolute tripe. Where do all the good things come from? luck. Where do all the bad things come from? luck. Luck is the reason for everything. People like […]
I suppose I’ll start with a little about me. I am 18 years old, am about 6ft tall and weigh roughly 260 lbs (FAT). Lately I have been having serious thoughts of suicide. I have been wondering whether or not it would just be better for me to kill myself. It feels like most of the friends I’ve met here at college are done with me. They seldom talk to me unless I’m standing right there and even then it feels like it’s forced. My friends mean the world to me. Even the slightest thought of them not wanting to have anything to do with […]