I thought I had a great time on Saturday. I was out with a lot of friends, having a ton of fun. It was pretty much perfect. However, I disregarded a promise and was sorry for it earlier in the day. Later at night, the girl who I told I couldn’t hang out with said it was really important and that she wanted that day for new memories. Good memories. Now me and her were like family. I felt so bad after she told me why it was so important, and I said sorry so many countless times. […]
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Samta
Many times I have thought about suicide, and many times I even made detailed plans. I tryed talking to my friends, and they usually talk me out of it, but in the back of my head, it’s not them that really back me out of it, it’s the fear of what happens once I’m dead.
Many times, that jumps in my head, and I can’t really think of going through of it, being in fear of what could happen. I’m not a religious person, and it makes it harder to think what’s after death.
I could talk to people, but all they say are the […]