I cant keep doing this. The days all feeling the same. They all feel faded and grey, I come home with the intention of picking up a blade to my thighs, and then am tempted to swallow a handful of pills. I can’t keep doing this. Regretting the same things, replaying the same memories, feeling the same heartbreak. I can’t keep going through this constant cycle of loving and losing, it just hurts too much. Everything hurts too much
. I’m still in high school. I have amazing friends and family. I have my entire life ahead of me. I should be okay. I should be […]