My girlfriend told me she was in her friends pants (I hate that friend). And it hurt because I’ve been cheated on a lot at this particular time of the relationships. After that I went To class. Class ends and its after school. And her friend walks down the school hall we were at and says “your gf was in my pants” and walks off I told her I didn’t care and she needs to shut the hell up. My gf goes “you care” and I wanted to cri. I went home, so did she. I asked what she meant by what she said and […]
Cher Lynn
I was really upset last night. I cut and my girlfriend doesn’t know. We told each other that we’d stop together (or try) and she hasn’t cut. I don’t want to disappoint her but I don’t want to give her any reason to not trust me either. I hate this :’c I just want to make her proud of me and proud that she’s with me. My friend Alex threw out all my blades a week ago but I got more from my uncles tool box in the garage. Alex doesn’t know that :c
I made a plan to kill myself last night…. My friend walked in as I was getting prepared. She knew what I was doing. She wouldn’t leave. She stayed. Ugh :c She said she’d kill herself if I did. I just want to disappear…
I relapsed last night. People have been touching my arms and I wince. They ask about it and I say I fell but I think they really know. My girlfriend know and I hate it. I’m sorry everyone :c