i want to die
shioko
shioko
Hi! I’m an awfully awkward person and I’m not quite good at talking to people yet but if you’d like to contact me, my Discord is shio#2735 & my email is shhiopao@gmail.com
I want to die but I’m so fucking glad that I’m too much of a puSSSY to go ahead and kill myself.
The last time I self-harmed was back in 2015 :’)
I feel really proud of myself for being clean this long but I’m just a tiny bit sad that I have no one to share this achievement (?) with.
So I’m posting it on here to make me feel somewhat better.
I have never seriously talked to anyone about my depression before and I’ve always kept this part of me a secret due to the mental health stigma in my family.
Both of my parents see stuff like “depression” or “anxiety” as weaknesses rather than an actual mental illness.
Because of this, I felt as if it’s shameful to feel this particular way. My parents also looked down upon me whenever I’d cry, especially as a young child.
Rather than comforting me, they always got upset for seeing me be sad or stressed. Just a week ago, my dad yelled at me for being frustrated over filling […]