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Sinine

I like reading psychological books and articles. I also like watching anime sometimes. :)

Hello everyone

by Sinine 4/27/2013

written by Sinine

It’s been a long time since I was last on here. Months. And now I’ve come back because I am in a need to vent a bit.

You see, in the time I’ve been gone, I’ve come to terms with my own sexuality and accepted it. I am pansexual. And I also notified my mum about it. She was… less than happy, shall we say. In fact, we’ve been having long and arduous conversations (read: arguments) over this issue. Because my mum wont accept it. Thinks it’s wrong. And it just breaks my heart to know that my only parent doesn’t accept that part […]

4/27/2013 2 comments

Hey guys

by Sinine 1/17/2013

written by Sinine

I haven’t been online here for a very long time, you guys. And I am having trouble getting online at all lately, because of the oncoming exams. I’m sorry, but I probably can’t come here often anymore. I will take a small hiatus from this site and other sites in general.

You can always email me, though, and I’ll try to help you. 🙂 When I’m online, that is…

Other than that though; I’m doing fine at the moment. I’m a bit stressed about the exams, but I’m doing fine. And since I’m on this site, I feel the need to add that I will not kill […]

1/17/2013 1 comment

Back from a really long pause

by Sinine 1/1/2013

written by Sinine

Yeah. Back from the hospital, from celebrating christmas and new year and back from life in general.

Many of you probably don’t know or remember me anymore. That’s okay, we’ll remedy that 🙂 I am back to help you guys!

1/1/2013 2 comments

Today I am sad

by Sinine 12/11/2012

written by Sinine

I feel sorry for not being here for the last four or so days. I have no excuse, but the fact that I was stressed beyond belief. And I didn’t want to come here in fear that I’d become snappish and sarcastic to people, who actually need genuine help. And this all happens right before I go to the hospital, too.

But now I’m here. And I’m sad. I’m usually not, some of you know that. But today I am.

I remembered my father’s death today. And it saddened me, because I remember now, 3 years later, that I was partly at fault for his death.

He started […]

12/11/2012 13 comments

Help post 2: Bullying and friends

by Sinine 12/6/2012

written by Sinine

Please don’t take these words as something Holy, because EVERY. SINGLE. PERSON. MAKES. MISTAKES. I’m just talking about my experiences and what I’ve learned from chatting with other people. You don’t have to take my advices like it’s the Holy Bible.

BULLYING

First you need to understand what exactly bullying is.

It is a subject we’ve all been subjected to. Whether verbal or physical. You must understand, though, that bullying can have serious repercussions in the future. If anyone uses force or words to abuse, intimidate or otherwise make you really uncomfortable, then that’s bullying. You could be bullied from sexuality to your hair colour â€“ if people […]

12/6/2012 2 comments

Help post: Sexuality and relationships

by Sinine 12/5/2012

written by Sinine

SEXUALITY

There is nothing wrong with being gay-, straight-, bi- or asexual, or liking different things in sexual intercourse. You just have to know that some people are NOT that liberal, which means, for your own safety, you need to know when to NOT talk about those subjects. You could become a victim of bullying. (But I’ll write a separate post about bullying in general)

Coming […]

12/5/2012 12 comments

I’m sorry, but I’m trying

by Sinine 12/4/2012

written by Sinine

I’m so glad I can help you guys. The saddest part of my day is logging off to go to bed or school or something else pops up. I want to help each and every one of you!
But there was a reason I was looking for a suicide forum, instead of a site where people are just depressed. It’s because I’m not depressed; I actually see life in pretty vivid and bright colours. But I AM suicidal. And I sometimes need reassurance and sometimes it just helps me to help others.
I’m sorry if I’m sleeping and can’t help. I feel bad every time […]

12/4/2012 9 comments

What makes me think is worth it

by Sinine 12/2/2012

written by Sinine

Since I see so many of you not knowing what could possibly help to get back on track, I’ll just tell you what I think are the pros of living.

*Nature. Nature’s pretty. It’s calming. And that’s why I try to keep forests and such clean and pretty. If it’s pretty for me, it’s pretty for everyone. Until there’s at least one square mile of greenery left, I will enjoy life.

*The sky. I don’t really count this as the same as nature, because it gives me a different kind of joy. Seeing it in the summer, that blue blue sky makes me think of flying like […]

12/2/2012 4 comments

Thought you guys might need this

by Sinine 12/2/2012

written by Sinine

If you haven’t accomplished anything in life, then know that today you just broke your personal record for how many days you’ve lived 🙂

Thought you guys needed that.

12/2/2012 1 comment

I feel awkward for being here

by Sinine 12/1/2012

written by Sinine

Where do I start…

I’ll start by saying I am not depressed.

That said, I am just tired of life. Depression includes a whole lot of symptoms and the bigger ones are sadness, loneliness and other synonymous emotions. I am not sad, nor am I lonely.

At the moment it’s winter and it’s darker than usual. That may effect me in some ways right now, but I’ve had these thoughts for 6 months now. Longer even. And without a hint of sadness behind them.

I don’t want to live, because I have no drive to do so anymore. I feel infinite amount of contempt towards today’s society and it […]

12/1/2012 12 comments