I’m so glad I can help you guys. The saddest part of my day is logging off to go to bed or school or something else pops up. I want to help each and every one of you!
But there was a reason I was looking for a suicide forum, instead of a site where people are just depressed. It’s because I’m not depressed; I actually see life in pretty vivid and bright colours. But I AM suicidal. And I sometimes need reassurance and sometimes it just helps me to help others.
I’m sorry if I’m sleeping and can’t help. I feel bad every time I need to go to sleep or to school, because I want to help everyone and I know that even one kind word can be enough to save someone. That’s why I try. I want you people to live and thrive! I want you to go out there and help others as well. I want to leave a mark. I want people to be kind to each other. It’s a dream of mine. Begin with yourself; that’s the starting point.
Also, I sometimes write very in very jumbled and hard to read sentences. I’m sorry, but usually I type it very fast and english isn’t actually my first language, but I hope my message gets across most of the time. 🙂
If you guys want, I can write posts about my different advices. About suicide, cutting, family, relationships. Put them in separate posts. Maybe it could help more.
What do you guys think?
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I know it feels good to help others all the time but remember to help yourself, even if you do see life in vivid and bright colours. If you are suicidal you still need to make sure you get the help you need, wherever it may be.
You helped me posting on one of mine recently so i think you should keep doing what your doing and be there for people when you can be.
Thank you, Boots!
And I AM getting help! 🙂 I’m going to psychologists once a month and soon I’ll be visiting a hospital. It saddens me that I’ll be away for so long though – I can’t help anyone on this site for two weeks! I just hope everyone else will help each other while I’m away.
I’ll still be there for people. I want people to LIVE and I want them to see that life CAN be better.
Also, you made me smile with this comment – it’s sometimes just nice to see people want to help you too. So I thank you, again 😀
Sometimes instead of giving us advice and telling us what we need to do you should just listen instead. You’ve answered to my post earlier and I wasn’t looking for an answer. I was mainly just writing out my thoughts. You don’t know me and have any idea what I’ve been through. I don’t need or want anybody to tell me what to do . I have dealt with this illness my entire life and have been through ALL of it. Sometimes all people want to hear is ” I’m sorry to hear your going through such a difficult time , I’m hear if you want to talk”. There’s nothing you can tell me that I haven’t already heard or done. Thanks for trying, buy you can’t help me.
But I’m not depressed. I got out of depression, so I don’t see why others can’t. It IS possible 🙂
Sinine. No need to thank me. I’m glad your getting help. I will certainly do my best to help people while you are away.
Course people want to help you, I want to help you. I don’t like hearing that people want to kill themselves. I know it’s a bit contradictory coming from me but it’s always nice to try to help others.
Sometimes when you come on here you get advise that you don’t want and that you have heard hundreds of times before but every once in a while someone says something that actually gets through.
I hope you get better Sinine and I hope you make the most of your time in hospital and come out the other side in better shape.
Well, good for you. Your one of a kind.
Haha, don’t worry, you’re not getting rid of me yet! I’ll still be around for a while. Maybe next week though, I don’t know. I hope to go there soon, actually, because I like it in the hospital. Sounds like crazy-talk, no? But there are no electronical devices and it feels like a family there. It’s like a vacation from all the bullshit of the world.
I will try to write as many posts, about advices, as I can. You can reference those when I’m away, if you want 😉 Haha, oh dear, even if I’m away I still want to help!
Well i hope it does help you. I hope you can get a good break and relax for a bit. To be honest enjoying hospital does sound like crazy talk but I have been contemplating it as well.
Oh and from your first post you say that english isn’t your first language? It seems pretty decent to me, what is?
Oh dear, maybe you want to go to the front page and look at the post: Sinine. Someone made a whole post asking me, so you’ll find out there 🙂