I envy the people who get everything they want handed to them. I can’t even stand the thought of my parents yet everyone around me has their parents as “friends”. I hate those people who complain about how rough their lives are, how things never come easy to them yet when they can’t make rent or they need some extra cash they just go to their parents and their parents give them whatever they want. I hate that these people can sit in front of me and say “Life sucks, I’m having such a hard time,” but when things get rough they take the escape […]
solitudejd13
solitudejd13
Music gets me through the day, But in the end it is all the same. Struggling, fighting, lonliness, Rarely beautiful, always a mess.
Today is difficult. Today is just like every other day. I have been suffering from depression for months now, this is not the first time I have felt this way. This is definitely the worst though. I have found the strength to get out of bed and see a counciller, I have found the strength to start going to classes again. I have discovered that everything that I have been going through has greatly affected the people around me, I have been told that my depression is not only hard on me but it is hard on my friends as well.
I have also learned […]
All I have ever wanted was to be great at something. I don’t want to be the type of girl who never figures out who she is and what she’s good at. I can’t be happy with my life if I end up being a stay at home mom who depends on her husband. I don’t want to sit at home and wonder what I could have done with my life. I know what I want but it seems nearly impossible to get there.
All I want to do is write about music. I am a great writer, I have been since I was in […]
I don’t know the point of this website.. but I’m feeling extremely helpless and alone at the moment and I googled I’m dying and this is where it brought me. I think about suicide every hour of every day, I don’t feel good enough to keep going at this point. I can’t talk about anything, my life is so complicated. I don’t feel like writing/typing/telling a novel so no one can help me.
I am in college, and everything was great and I felt like my life was finally on track and then all of a sudden one day I just wanted to die. The […]