I think to myself, What if I did pulled the trigger? What if I did overdose on those pills? Just what If damn it?!! I guess I’m still waiting for a BIG arugment to happen with my family  just to give me the green light. But they are all too sweet and innocent. I’m looking for reasons to kill myself but I have yet to find one to give me the courage to do so. I think about it 24/7. I wish I would get into a car accident. I wish someone would pull a gun out on me and pull the trigger. I wish […]
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SoonerDc
Their comes a time in life when I take a look at what I have been through and realize that it’s ‘Never Going To End’ . It all started when i was a Sophmore in Highschool, I was on the Varsity football team and I was your starting wide reciever. I had alot of friends through out HS and I was very well known. I might have had everything i ever wanted growing up , but the one thing I didn’t have was Satisfactory. I was never satisfy with everything that I have done in my life. I feel like I can accomplish so much in life but I […]