My mother passed away a month ago. I moved home to be close to my father during our loss. My dad is sweet at times but makes me feel incredibly guilty about existing around him. There was no enjoyment in his life before mom died and now there is no enjoyment at all. Everything has a dollar sign to him. He calls himself a man of god. I have never met a more miserable person! I no longer enjoy the days. Years before my mother died she was a raging alcoholic. I am finding myself phasing into this pattern. I have no one […]