Do you think about suicide? For me, it seems to be nearly every 2 hours, or so. Nothing seems to stop me from planning for it. Even on a “good day”, the suicidal thoughts are still there.
Could be the meds I take, i guess.
Do you think about suicide? For me, it seems to be nearly every 2 hours, or so. Nothing seems to stop me from planning for it. Even on a “good day”, the suicidal thoughts are still there.
Could be the meds I take, i guess.
for my 3rd attempt. i lost all hope that life will get any better. i can’t seem to find a job that i am good at or want to keep. i’ve had about 6 jobs this past April – none of them i wanted to keep for even a week. i just hope that i’ll be successful this time. my 2nd attempt landed me in the hospital for 2 months last year. i don’t think the suicidal ideation ever left me, despite the number of medications I’ve been given for bipolar disorder, generalized anxiety, and depression. it’s […]
Since I visited this site. I don’t see any familiar names here and posts aren’t as much as before. Yep, I’m still around but it has been a rough year.
Anyway, once suicidal and now I’m back at it again. I don’t know why, the destructive thoughts just come naturally without provocation. Even though I’ve been taking my meds as prescribed, I am tempted to whip up a cocktail of pills and throw it back.
Then, I receive a text message from my bf, and the destructive thoughts go away for a little while. He has no idea and I don’t know […]
So, I got into a car accident and spent a week in ICU and another week in a regular medical unit. This wasnt a CTB attempt at all. Apparently, i passed out while driving and hit 4 cars.
When i arrived to the hospital, i had no pulse and my organs were failing or slowing down. The cardiologist told me i would have died if no one found me as quickly as they did.
I have no memory of being in the emergency room, ICU, nor did i see any light at the end of the tunnel. The voices of the medical staff just faded […]
Hi everyone,
This is my first post here but have been reading the SP posts for about a month now. I’m really glad I found this site – I’ve enjoyed reading the posts and how friendly and supported people are here.
So here’s a bit of my story…I was diagnosed with Social Anxiety and Cyclothymia in 2008. I was prescribed Paxil and took it for year then tapered off of it cuz I really didn’t like how it made me feel. I felt like I was living in a synthetic shell of my former self. I swear I could feel the meds travelling slowly through my veins. […]
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