I’ve been thinking about dying since I was 12 years old (now 21), so somehow I’ve always thought of life as a “temporary” situation, no plans for too far in the future, no picturing my future. Nothing, just blank. It’s as if I know there isn’t a future for me. I’ve always wanted to be brave enough to just end my life but I always start thinking about how broken my mothers heart would be. This brings me to me just wishing I would get a terminal disease. Idk anyone that thinks like this in my life so I’m just wondering if I’m the only […]