having suffered a job loss and falling into an acute depression, life is becoming harder to handle. the depression was triggered by the job loss but is caused by years of drug abuse. i quit the drug of choice to maintain this job that meant alot to me. i didn’t make thru the 3 month probation. this devistated me and brought me into a deep depression. my head is perma buzzing from the depression-drug damaged brain. i can’t concentrate and buzzing doesn’t seem to want to stop. my anti depressent don’t seem to be working. all i want to do is end my life. my […]