Do you know what it is like to fail yourself?
To plan, to perfect an exit, to weep and mourn your own loss, what little of the day left you would miss after completing, and the. to fail?
Do you know what it is like to feel that shatter-flutter of adrenaline and every chemical at once- Over and over and over again as you fail? AGAIN, and again-
And then, you fix things, you try to make it work- (why won’t it work? this doesn’t make any sense!)
and you yet again fail your one life’s desire?
and you try so many different things, so many different times, you SHOULD […]