I am definitely going to do it, it’s just a question of how, preferably not painfully. Everyone who has genuinely not tried to hurt me can receive an apology note explaining that I am not strong enough even with their help.
ThatCrazygug
We all live an unusual existence and most of us get along alright, there are ups and downs but they move on. But there are those of us who will never really belong in this world. The kind of people I use to to think were just crazy and depressed and didn’t want to help themselves. Now I am one I understand.
Like any story worth telling this is all about a gal. We were in every single class together for a while and I really learned to love her. We text virtually 24/7 but we never see each other real life. I miss her and I really need her. Now why would one girl make you post on a suicide forum, well because she really is all I have anymore. I was once that annoyingly happy guy who had everything he wanted but I lost it all. All grandparents all died on me, my father has dementia and can’t even remember my name anymore, I moved […]