i would love to first start off with my appreciation for this Website, no matter the good or the bad side doesn’t matter either way. All of us are here with situations/issues any type of motive you might say behind our pain, problems, suffering. We come here to heal and cope with our daily life experience we live in. I have to give my thanks to those who reached out to me. And also the stories I have read here. It was an eye opener for me in many ways. I always come here when I’m at my weakest point. I don’t like way this […]
my imagination is getting darker and darker by the minute. I don’t look back. Because I’ve already experienced the good and bad. I’m imagining myself being the one being in the person place at the pov. Of these videos that self indulge myself into. Im empty inside. Trying fill them. With whatever my demon’s are sayin. I don’t fight them no more. More like accepting them in the process. I don’t know anymore. I put myself into this. I and me only. I don’t like to play the blame game. When your used to things that don’t kill you. It makes you stronger… The stronger […]
emptiness feelings. I try to do things to keep me looking stable live. But when I get caught up in my Imagination/daydream like state. The Thoughts becomes a scenes like from movie’s trying to find place for the roles. I lose my role as a director and end up finding Myself as a viewer to my own life. I watch everything go by. I’m used to this. I’ve seen these same events. I know where it leads to. But don’t know why I let it happen. I’ve really stop caring a long time ago about my well being. When I do something that hurt’s myself […]
Live in the present moment, no time no space just yourself and your surroundings. Breathing in the same air the same environment. Not knowing the known. Erasing the the way of living that was taught since birth.
“imagine what would it feel like to be In peace?” Freedom, gratitude? What are those really like? How come these thoughts Always Intrigues my mind… Is it because I’m so used to the pain suffering that I’ve caused myself.
Easily influenced by the outside world. But hard headed when it comes to Helping myself. Thinking about not deserving to have that kind of life which I desire.. sad truth. I […]
This emptiness been weighing down lately… No feelings, nothingness filling through the mind body & soul. Contemplating has no effect. People you know wouldn’t try to understand.. but rather would be quick to judge. My intuition is quite sharp to notice. Even the slightest difference in people body language, looks or the way they talk.. I’ve always known but stupidly tried to do something different.. guess my demon’s are pulling me back. To that dark place.. went through every type of emotions you can speak of.. I’m quite paranoid anyways even when I know I’m right.. lol guess I took the listening to the heart. […]
Im done. I don’t get why Im still here. I don’t know anything. I don’t believe in anything. I tried different things but my Mental health is killing me. Why do I let it get the best of me. I keep hurting those close to me. I’m numb to a bunch of things. I just want to end this quick
As long as there are profits To be made of others, Those in power will never let suicidal people end their pain. Profiting off of people’s pain is a newest form of capitalism…- somebody from the Internet.. kinda Of sucks don’t ya think. Sigh……
Guess i couldn’t really hold out for long. Been a on your here for 4 years… Im In Extreme pain mental/soulful like it hurts. To the point Of where im numb to it… Than empty.. sigh…. This cycle is Horrendous. Imagine feeling this way 24/7… Tired of all the fake shii of society. Nothing seems real to me.. hope im courageous & committed to do it… If you’ve read this far.. much love & appreciated.. stay well
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kxLivJwk2OU
Tell me why do we as an Living being’s longed for Life or death?… The Meaning of living and dying altogether it’s kind of like a questioning that we tried to seek. For instance all living humans, animals or etc..have a thing or two that we all relate too… We all breathe, also eat to get by the day.sometimes we all look at life and ask is it worth keep living for the moment?… I always been trying to find the answers for all my problems. Since i was a kid. Alotta emotional Feeling’s were being Planted since i was young. Im always optimistic […]
Lets go!! Its alright push it move it.. Doesn’t matter what the voices says… You are! Mentally strong!.. Keep moving keep It pumping!.. Your body is under your controll your mind and soul is also under your controll!!!!… Much love to me and those who sees!.. You can do it!
i hope whoever is reading this just know its hard crazy tiring and much more emotion in this World we living in but Just know No one i mean no one could ever Define you and your Journey in this life. Take a break or Calm yourself… Just know this world/place we live in is Universal/energy wise. Whatever you put out gon come bacc to you… Equivalent exchange. Lets all journey thru thw Trails & Tribulations… Explore the galaxy,realms or other places unknown to mankind… Lemme give you a push!.. Say this in your mind body soul spirit! ” Left Right Up Down Front Back […]
Life ask death
“Why do people love me but hate you?”
Death replies
“Because your a beautiful lie and im the painful truth”.
“Where should I go? To the left where nothing is right? Or to the right where there is nothing left?”
~ Itachi Uchiha
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN QUIET?
Hey there you!!
I looked around me but nothing appear to be present
“Hmm??… Who was that?”
Ahaha!!! The voice cackling, “im right here!”
the voice got close
I jumped back!! Goosebumps ran all the way up my body.
Whoosh.. the wind blew aways the leaves. It was pitch dark at night 1 o’clock after midnight. I was confused?
Who are you?.. a typical mindset of a 8 year old. I was a type of kid who didn’t believe in anything Until it happens before my eyes
The voice sneer in disdain. “Have you heard of life and death?”
My body shudder then went limped for a whole 10 seconds.
Life […]
I like this piece it soothes my mind and i would forget my surroundings 
I hope this song helps