Who do you go to for help when you are afraid to tell your doctors you want to die again? Knowing your doctors will lock you up in the hospital again for the fourth time. I can’t go though that again. I can’t afford to end up there again. I am still paying for the bills from the last three times I told the doctors the truth about my feeling of ending the suffering. Through the years I have tried all the drugs. All the new expensive ones that the doctor promises will help. I have even tried the many illegal mind altering drugs. I […]
tiffany_ts
tiffany_ts
I am a 53 yr old pre-op transsexual woman. I have suffered from severe depression for more years then I care to remember. I have been committed to the hospital 3 times so far for attempted suicide. During 2 of these hospital stays I had a total of 14 electrical shock threapy sessions. I have been several different meds for many years but nothing changes. Nothing has helped. I don't dare tell my doctors that I am feeling like ending my suffering again in fear of being put back in the hospital. So where do I go for help? How can I get relief from the pain? They will see the cuts if I do that again. They will see the bruises if I start hitting my self again. They will lock me up again if they find out how I feel. So what can I do?
I am a 53 yr old pre-op transsexual woman. I have suffered from severe depression for more years then I care to remember. I have been committed to the hospital 3 times so far for attempted suicide. During 2 of these hospital stays I had a total of 14 electrical shock threapy sessions. I have been several different meds for many years but nothing changes. Nothing has helped. I don’t dare tell my doctors that I am feeling like ending my suffering again in fear of being put back in the hospital. So where do I go for […]