I see others that are ahead of me, and I begin to feel like a total loser. Being productive is something I have to force myself to do. Is it this way for everyone? I wish I could put the risks behind me and just do what I need to do, as apposed to letting them consume me. I’m afraid to do almost anything out of fear. Surely, this isn’t normal.
UnappreciatedWreck
I’m sure you’ve all heard this before in someway or another – I’d be daft to think that anything I’m typing here is being stated for the first time.
I just feel so drained! I met with a therapist the other day, and he seemed so detached from everything I was telling him! I’m desperate, not even going to lie. I’m not even looking for advice anymore, just someone to know that I’m suffering. No matter what I tell my family, they don’t seem to hear. I’m tempted to say they don’t even care, but who’s to say that they really don’t? Maybe they have problems […]
I’m always upset, or worried about something. The people I live with are always driving me crazy – they’re actually the cause of my pain. The woman I live with in particular, the one who is home the most, and is the most in charge; she puts herself through misery all of the time and then complains about it. We’ve fought about it countless times, and each time, I get increasingly distressed. Once, about two days before my birthday, I had a nervous breakdown while arguing with her. Got caught up in her circular logic and it drove me insane for a moment. We fought […]