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Has anyone here been to Paraguay to buy medicines or dr.ugs? I wanna buy morfin but in Brazil os Impossible to get.

What would you do If you had some health problem that prevents you from having sex. For example, if you felt horible pain. It is a reason for kill yourself?

I went shopping today. Winter is quite severe this year and I really need new clothes. Of course I couldnt find anything cause I am to skiny. I am ridiculously thin. I look like a monster. It is not even a human appearence. Words cant describe how I feel.

Do you know any ugly person who is happy? Who got married or have a boyfriend/girlfriend? I see all the girls in my office with their boyfriends or husbands. Who is not in a relationship have guys asking them out. I am that cool girl who everyone likes, but no one wants like a girlfriend. I am good at what I do, I think I will be promoted soon. But it doesnt matter, I know people feel bad for me. That cool girl will be always alone.

I’ve always had problems in all areas of my life, but now I am dealing with work problems. I got this job witch pays very bad. I have been looking for months and can’t just quit. There are a job crises in my country. They know that we need and then take advantages. My boss is a ***** and I am feeling like a loser. Here, we use to work from 08:00am to 18:00pm with a lunch break.
Just to know, in your country, how many hours do you work everyday? Have any ideia how much an administrative assistent makes?

I need some for my infections, but here is almost impossible to get. It is not to do anything wrong. I am tired of going to doctors, begging for mediccines and never get anyone. They say we can’t get addicted, but I am in pain. It is necessary. So, can you by Metronidazole and Azitromicin where you live?

Why do we care about people who don’t care about us? How to stop thinking about them? I already know (you helped me) that pain will never go away and we never forget somethings, but is there a way to just dont care to much or not think so much about something/someone?

Being a good one just make me suffer. Maybe I kill myself, probably, I dont know. But while this doesnt happen I will be totally diferent. Stop helping others, stop being good, wont believe anyone ever againg. Actually I am thinking about joing to the criminal world, finally make some money. As a lawyer it cant be hard. My first option is joing some criminal people, maybe sell some stuff in the deep web. Any tips?

That is what I want, that the person who makes my life miserable suffer like hell!

I pay a good money for an insurance and the firsty time in my entire life that I need to go to a hospital I have to beg to be examined. Are they kidding me? I am in pain!! Shit. Stupid thrird Word country, stupid doctors. The doctor was really rude to me. They were like “I know you are in pain, but we just can operate you in february” Seriously? God, how I wish I had the guts to kill myself RIGHT NOW

I am suffering SO MUCH, I really need help guys. I am the type of person who can not let the things go, can’t forget anything. A person hurt me A LOT and I really didnt deserve it. Of course I should just forget this mean guy, it is the obvious, but I CAN’T. Why? Why I suffer for someone that dont deserve? Why am I a looser? Please, dont say time will heal, it has been three years. He is happy, has a family and I am broke. No money, sick with chronic pain, depressed.
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Let’s share some music; suicidal and sad specially. I recommend “No Surprises” by Radiohead and “Take Me Somewhere Nice”, Mogwai. Does anyone know anything to share? I also like instrumental music.

How to live with chronic pain? I’ve been living with it for a year. Doctors can not figure out the cause.

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If Satan existed I really would ask him to help me.

But I dont wanna feel pain. Please guys help me. I am begging for help. What should I do? Charcoal intoxication? What about some poison? Do you know anything I could do by myself?

But do you know someone who dies from pills overdose? I don’t know any case, that is why I am asking. I am considering this because is the less painfull method and I really dont wanna feel pain but if I fail my life will be worse. I CAN’T wake up in a hospital.

Am I the only one who doesn’t like pets? Today, everyone loves cats or dogs, but I dont feel that way. Of course I do not tolerate mistreatment, but I don’t care that much about animals. I am more concern about human suffering.

Well, At least it’s what it seems to me. At movies and in other shows, I see that kids use to move from their parents house when college begins. And then, they really dont have so much contact with family. Live with parents after 18 years old is seem like a bad thing, a thing to be embarrassed of, which is weird for me, cause where I live children live with their parents until they get married, and that doesn’t mean their are spoiled or cant live by theirself.
Also, it is very commom read here in SP people complain about how their are mistreated […]

Does anyone else gets really high on zolpiden? When I wake up I can’t remember anything.