Wolfenstein666

I woke the same as any other day
Except a voice was in my head
It said seize the day, pull the trigger,
Drop the blade
And watch the rolling heads

The day I tried to live
I stole a thousand beggar’s change
And gave it to the rich

The day I tried to win
I dangled from the power lines
And let the martyrs stretch
Singing

One more time around
Might do it
One more time around
Might make it
One more time around
Might do it
One more time around
The day I tried to live

Words you say never seem
To live up to the ones

I’m really starting to regret it right now

And all we are waiting for is for something worth waiting for

Everyone ignore nbarules12 he is an obvious troll.

Why is it every time we want to change something as a country, we feel the need to change everything and make a new arrangement. Its not a rubix cube, you don’t have to change things that work. Why not keep things that work and and add on other things that work. The reason this country is messed up is because there are sides to everything and they don’t care about making America better, they care about beating the other side.

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I don’t think many people can help, this is just for support and sharing. If I could help anything I wouldn’t be on this site. Once in a while someone who is fine comes here to help others but mostly others are as lost and desperate as you

Its odd for me because being suicidal has left me down low but at the same time It has been freeing. I feel like now I can do whatever I want to and I don’t care. I am a good person so I am kept in check there, but I feel like now what ever I want to do I should. Thats the only way I can really live.  I could never get a boring job and spend my life for a little money to survive and living mediocrity and boredom. Now I don’t ever have to because survival isn’t a priority, I would rather […]

I can’t remember: Ever having a role model, feeling love, having a crush on someone, Feeling trust, having dreams or goals,real motivation,Truely being exited about anything,Caring about anything deeply, not living in anger and depression,Being patriotic,A time I relaxed,            

I can remember: all the useless “medicine I took, falling for lies, suicide attempt,how mental hospital make  things worse and feed my anger, Watching my problems progress, the eventual lack of caring about everything, how depression robbed me of the ability of enjoyment, how it can still get worse no matter what, the weeks worth of time I have spent researching suicide , bullies, trying to figure out everything about the world and after […]

When I get really suicidal I concider calling a suicide hotline but I don’t because I don’t think they could possibly say anthing I haven’t heard or that would help.