The world fucks up your life and then when you try to kill yourself they lock you up and make your suffering continue. Similar to lighting a theater on fire and locking you in it
I don’t know. I felt like I deserved the worst hell becuase I felt like the fight that ripped apart my family was my fault. I also feel like whatever happened when I was 1-4 years old was my fault too. I don’t think I’ll ever know the trueth. My mom says my dad cheated and took our money and left, my dad says my mom would beat him and cheat and then my mom and grandparents forced him away and made it so he couldn’t legally see me anymore and my grandparents never tell me anything.
i agree ^^
but why are you so pessimistic wolfenstein666 there has 2 be some good in the world doesnt there? i feel suicidal sometimes and its not that i want 2 die i want 2 live but i dont want 2 live like this anymore so i want prevention i just want 2 stop feeling like this i think prevention is a good thing but not if its done in the wrong way
i agree ^^
but why are you so pessimistic wolfenstein666 there has 2 be some good in the world doesnt there? i feel suicidal sometimes and its not that i want 2 die i want 2 live but i dont want 2 live like this anymore so i want prevention i just want 2 stop feeling like this i think prevention is a good thing but not if its done in the wrong way
It’s because you’re preventing suicide and not dealing with the actual problem. Sure, the fire is contained when you lock all the doors, but it still continues to rage on inside, destroying everything. You have to deal with the problem to have a solution.
Dawn, you don’t know me but I just wanted to let you know i can relate, not exactly but similar. I am 45 yr old male, the youngest of 6 and i never even knew my dad, he left when i was borned and according to my mother who died several yrs ago, she told me my whole life that he said i wasn’t his and left so i feel like its my fault, I have lived with alot of problems being abused by family, and ive lived with it all alone a long time…everyone in my family knew but never did anything to stop it….ive tred suicide at least 12 times and faled miserably…..so i am going to try it again and this time it will work i promise.
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-sigh. Trying to figure out the connection >.< can you explain?
The world fucks up your life and then when you try to kill yourself they lock you up and make your suffering continue. Similar to lighting a theater on fire and locking you in it
Oh.. Thanks
For a long time I felt like I deserved to be locked up…
^why?
I get the felling but this would not be preventing but causing your death no?
It feels the same when someone is truly miserable
I don’t know. I felt like I deserved the worst hell becuase I felt like the fight that ripped apart my family was my fault. I also feel like whatever happened when I was 1-4 years old was my fault too. I don’t think I’ll ever know the trueth. My mom says my dad cheated and took our money and left, my dad says my mom would beat him and cheat and then my mom and grandparents forced him away and made it so he couldn’t legally see me anymore and my grandparents never tell me anything.
I know you can’t believe it but nothing that happened when you were 1-4 could possibly be your fault.
i agree ^^
but why are you so pessimistic wolfenstein666 there has 2 be some good in the world doesnt there? i feel suicidal sometimes and its not that i want 2 die i want 2 live but i dont want 2 live like this anymore so i want prevention i just want 2 stop feeling like this i think prevention is a good thing but not if its done in the wrong way
i agree ^^
but why are you so pessimistic wolfenstein666 there has 2 be some good in the world doesnt there? i feel suicidal sometimes and its not that i want 2 die i want 2 live but i dont want 2 live like this anymore so i want prevention i just want 2 stop feeling like this i think prevention is a good thing but not if its done in the wrong way
It’s because you’re preventing suicide and not dealing with the actual problem. Sure, the fire is contained when you lock all the doors, but it still continues to rage on inside, destroying everything. You have to deal with the problem to have a solution.
I get that but I don’t know what dealing with the problem would be, because it seems like some problems just can’t be fixed
Dawn, you don’t know me but I just wanted to let you know i can relate, not exactly but similar. I am 45 yr old male, the youngest of 6 and i never even knew my dad, he left when i was borned and according to my mother who died several yrs ago, she told me my whole life that he said i wasn’t his and left so i feel like its my fault, I have lived with alot of problems being abused by family, and ive lived with it all alone a long time…everyone in my family knew but never did anything to stop it….ive tred suicide at least 12 times and faled miserably…..so i am going to try it again and this time it will work i promise.