Some of you know me as CL on ******. I got everything I need now to exit this world. Well, unless I get stopped that is or chicken out. All I have to say is that if you dont hear back from me in the next few days to a week then I’m either in Hospital or gone for good. I wish you all a fond farewell. You think I might be crying or something when I’m typing this but I have no emotion in me what so ever. Just need to write some notes now. Peace xxx
Well, some of you on chat knows me as CL and I’m just getting to the end of my tether here. And talk about timing. My mother and her partner have just announced their engagement last night and me, my sis and her fiancée only know at the moment. They’re all in their own happy worlds even though there are hardships here and there and there’s me wanting to kill myself. I got everything I need to go out via Carbon Monoxide and today or tomorrow seems like the only times when I get enough time to go through with it without being disturbed. I […]
So a few things needed to end it all arrived today. The one thing that was stopping me at one point was a fear of what was on the other side but now I realise it can’t be any worse than this shitty life. My sister and her fiancée came round yesterday and they were talking about marriage and what not, something I would never have even though I would love to be an average joe with a wife and kids just making it in the world but I doubt it will ever happen. I’m too fucked up. It just reminded me how bad my life […]
I’ve never been a person who believes in the supernatural but there’s one curse I truly believe in which is my own life, or should I say, my family and I. This is my first post on here so I’ll make this relatively brief but from my outlook my family is cursed and I’m the one worst off. Mother and father divorced at age 3/4, sister in foster care by age 8/9 after serious drug problems causing mental health issues. My mother and uncle dont talk to one another any more after my uncle decided to believe a bunch of lies his wife said about […]