I cant handle my feelings anymore, and I dont know what to do. Heres the thing. I was engaged to (lets call him Brandon). and he broke up with me a month ago. I love this kid with all my heart. and I can’t get over him. 3weeks later, i found out that my best friend (Lets call him Jake) liked me. So we started dating exactly 3weeks after. ..Im really only dating him cuz i feel like i need to get over Brandon, he has had 2 girlfriends since we broke up, one of which was my worst enime (she had put Brandon and […]
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this voice in my head. I dont know whether to believe it or to deny it and act like i dont hear her. But when I do that she screams, and wails, and make me feel pain all around my head. but when i listen to her, she makes my day go to shit. just ruins it, everything in my life that i have ever heard bad about me, your ugly, your a whore, your a fail. she screams. my dad told me last night that i was fucking stupid. coming from my dad(the only person i look up to and have emtionally in the […]
I have suffered from depression for the past year. My mother caught me cutting myself about 11months ago, and immediately put my into therapy. As if that would help. I break my shaving razors to get blades. she started making me take them to her after every shower. I had stopped for about 5months, because i had found my (ex) fiance and i wanted to stick around in this world for him, but as soon as he left me, i cut his name into my hip, i didn’t do it on my wrist, cuz 1, the risk of being caught again. 2, i wanted him […]