Was it easy? Looking at me withdraw from life and walking away as if it was another tantrum?
Was it easy? Taunting me about being weak everytime I had a breakdown? And asking me to pull my shit together when you’re the one who broke me in the first place?
Was it easy? Pushing me away when I pulled you closer when my demons haunted me every night?
Was it easy? Rolling your eyes and walking out everytime I asked you about your mistakes?
Was it easy? When you gave yourself to so many people yet you told me you only belonged to me?
Was […]
I don’t see light at the end of the tunnel, Iam only waiting for the next accident to occur…
Have you ever had those moments when you just want to tear your hair off because those voices in your head won’t stop? They gnaw you, they fill your own head with toxins and gradually your whole being.
They make you expect the worst of own yourself, they make you seem like you’re a grenade, waiting to explode and destroy others. That eventually, you and everyone close to you have the face the inevitable. They make you want to torture yourself. They bite into your life with their venomous fangs. They are the creators of chaos, not just in your head but life too.
And […]
Have you felt like you can just never do anything right? All you want is to make something right but every time you try, it only gets messier?
I have been like that for a while now. Iam far from being a ” normal person”. Everyone wants to mould me into someone they need. And yet I try, only so that I could feel accepted for once. Feel loved for once. And guess what happens?
Everything I think I have something or someone, I only end up losing them.
Everyone seem to need me once in a while and every time, I ask for an […]