Disappointment?Always been one.

  September 18th, 2017 by YetAnother

Have you felt like you can just never do anything right? All you want is to make something right but every time you try, it only gets messier?
I have been like that for a while now. Iam far from being a ” normal person”. Everyone wants to mould me into someone they need. And yet I try, only so that I could feel accepted for once. Feel loved for once. And guess what happens?
Everything I think I have something or someone, I only end up losing them.
Everyone seem to need me once in a while and every time, I ask for an ounce of care, Iam made to seem like a selfish, self centered ,horrible person. Am I really the monster everyone claims me to be?
My night terrors and nervous breakdowns only seem to escalate.
Only if I could go back and make it all right. Just go back and make them see what they did too.But they say, it’s not their fault. According to them, I choose to be this way. I choose to be broken.
Really?Though I genuinely wish I was given a choice. Maybe I could choose to be “happy” for once.

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