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by Perfumepipes
written by Perfumepipes

Not having the energy to write back guys you think are cute

not having energy to write reviews on yelp,things you love My childhood psychtrist killed himself this past weekend what does that say for me? what does that mean,This was amilestone breaking point in a metaphorical symbolic way,Idk idk things have been getting better,Like really better but when things go bad everything just piles on,Really I could break or be the most strongest person If anyone knew my whole life or my life they would see how thin and how thin and so close they are to eachother idk idk ill be fine but this […]

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Interesting 4/11/14

by lofftb
written by lofftb

Tonight was interesting. I found out my mom had been married before, in college. And that my father was a complete pot head. And so was every other man my mom had dated before. And that my uncle was a very popular weed dealer in southern Arkansas. My cousin doesn’t know, but my uncle had been married before to a total ***** and he doesn’t want Natalie to know. I really don’t like secrets much less keeping them. I wish my mom hadn’t told me that because I will probably end up fucking shit up again. Sad night. Its actually pretty funny I wasn’t invited […]

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Guys, today I need help

by KIRA
written by KIRA

As I’ve told you in my previous posts, I’m a nihilist.Meaning I don’t think there’s good or evil, morality, value, ethics and right and wrong, I think that all of this is subjective, and therefore cannot change any objective aspect, I don’t believe that anything like that is real, necessary or effective.Also, I think that the universe is indifferent towards our existence, our lives are but an ephemeral meaningless exercise of futility.Then I try to act indifferently.I TRY, but I can’t get rid of most of my emotions.Today was a living hell, this day couldn’t get worse.Everything simply went wrong, I […]

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Wishing (All is) Well

by breaking_the_cycle
written by breaking_the_cycle

http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/04/To-Write-Love-On-Her-Arms-Time-Will-Fade.mp3

Dishing like the wishing well

Granting wishes but wishes never granted

It’s all i’m taken for

A ride through hell and back

To reality – I hope this isn’t some kind of spell

Binding pain keeps me trapped inside

Out of the frying pan and into the

Ready, aim , fire!

The smoke burns my eyes

Wide open spaces hold me captive

Audiences can’t turn their heads from the fight

To the finish!  I run until my legs are broken

Hearts sinking, eyes flooded with tears

Blood and sweat […]

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Worthless

by lofftb
written by lofftb

Atelophobia: the fear of imperfection, of not being good enough.

Today was great so why do I still feel like a worthless piece of shit? I worry more and more about weather or not I am going to kill myself. I no longer have a happy place to take me away from myself for a while. I feel it is almost necessary now to do it sense everyone is expecting me to. But the secret is I don’t want to die, I want to be happy. I want to wake up in the mornings with a smile and for the voice in my head to point […]

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Deleting posts already?

by pesky
written by pesky

I registered that any more credible post is automatically sent to spam or deleted completely. I miss the times when this page was more credible and available about CTB.  Any mention about inert gas or N or other are shredded aside.

Well, Fu8k you, when you keep the vulgar,  the meaningless and the mocking ones and delete the ones with something to offer, that says the most about you.

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I’m a useless thing.

by andrsncorrea
written by andrsncorrea

Did you ever wanted that every human being had a restart button and start all over again? well, that’s all i ever wanted since i start to feel this way, empty, usseles, no loved, but no, you need to learn how to live with it, you need to learn how to deal with every day, i don’t think i’m learning to, i don’t like this world, i don’t like my life, i don’t like anyone around me,  I HATE THE FACT THAT I ALWAYS WANT TO FEEL LOVED, I HATE THE FACT THAT I ALWAYS DEPEND ON SOMEONE,  i hate myself, but sorry, killing myself […]

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what the hell happened to reason

by addicted
written by addicted

Many human lives are clueless, at end of life “what you did with 100 years” finds no answer

Most of things on earth (god, rules, ethics, philosophy, technology) are developed by few confident, intelligent, strong humans
remaining all species really don’t have any clue on what the shit they living for

1. Not enough money for live the way we want

2. Even if keep accumulating the money with job doing, it takes a life to make reasonable amount of money.

3. Any how we die, why the shit we should undergo lots of pain to continue doing what we are.

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I ruined my life

by incompetence
written by incompetence

I’ve ruined everything. I destroyed all that I loved.
I’ve come to believe that I made everyone hate me.
Nothing can save me, because they wouldn’t if they could.
I made friends worry for me over my mistakes, it destroys me, and I know this is my fault.
I make my own family want me to leave, at only the age of 13.
They won’t admit it, but i know it. As everyone says, “actions speak louder than words.” and their actions show how much of a dissapointment.
But I cannot do it.
They will think it is their fault.
And that only will make […]

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by thingschange
written by thingschange

That moment.

That feeling.

That place.

You can feel yourself…

Alone.

Hot water

Running down your

Face.

Washing away the pain

The hurt

The filth.

The water pressure

Against your back

The feeling of both

Relief and loneliness

Every memory from that day

Running through your mind

Greif in your body

Depressed

The water burning the cuts

That is fresh

Overwhelmed in the moment

A place to be alone.

 

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Helping Others and the Self

by k2fraser
written by k2fraser

I just met someone a couple days ago and already they talking to me about their problems. Second person in a months’ time. I must give off some kind of aura or something that people feel comfortable opening up to me soon after meeting me. It’s true, I’m trustworthy, I actually listen, I actually give a damn, and I won’t judge. Probably cause I deal with my own issues every day. I don’t know.

So why can’t I help myself? Am helping others to somehow try to help myself? Am I hoping than once I’ve helped them, they will turn around and help me? Ah, but […]

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