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Thirsty

by TheGlassChild
written by TheGlassChild

This isn’t really how I feel NOW, but I wrote that earlier this week ’cause this is something I do a lot :

Bath time was over. It was enough. So I pulled the bathtub plug. Then the water started to go away, slowly. I didn’t really want this bath to end, so I stayed there waiting for the water to vanish. Then I started thinking about you. About how it was over and that I didn’t really want it to end. When the water was leaving me, I felt as insecure as I was when you first started to walk away. At first, it was […]

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Forgotten in Time

by TheKnod12
written by TheKnod12

To help alleviate some of stress lately I decided to make a post on this site.  I’ve been struggling with depression since I was a young kid, and it’s finally come back in full force.  I’m currently a sophmore in college trying my hardest to enjoy life but everything I do just seems to end with me wanting to put a bullet in my head.  If I had a gun at home, I’m not even sure if I’d be here right now.

It’s amazing to me that I’m still struggling with depression.  I recently received a full ride scholarship and have almost no social anxiety.  It […]

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wrestling with life:

by blindaudio
written by blindaudio

It’s been a week or 2 since I lasst posted, but I figured I would give you all an update. That is, if anyone cares.

So I went to the state tournament. And won, then lost, then won again. At this point, I was one match away from placing in my state tournament. Tough kid I had to take, but I was confident. Anyways, 3, 2, 1, wrestle! So we did, and I was winning for a time, then he got desperate, and I ended up losing.
After that, I cried for a bit. (I know I know, men don’t cry, but since I am […]

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Ready To Let Go….

by rayccr
written by rayccr

I feel like I’m such a failure, I’m 23 nothing to show for my life… I have a dead-end job with a small company… I’ve attempted college several times already, just don’t seem to have enough ambition. I can’t afford anything, I barely make enough to pay rent, electric, & gas… Yet I don’t qualify for help from the government… I look around at everyone else and wonder why am I in such a shitty situation, why can’t I be happy, why can’t I afford to eat everyday; pay my bills; and live a normal life… I am feel everyone is always judging me… I […]

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my story

by arain_paz
written by arain_paz

I used to think that I was strong, that nothing could break me. Untill one day when I was in 6th grade I was with my step dad and He raped me. I told my mom and she got mad at me and said I’m a liar and not to say anything to anyone. I couldn’t keep it in. It hurt me so much. I told my 5 closest friends, and I thiught I could trust them. I was wrong. They told everyone. I came back to school 2 weeks later and these girls said I wanted it and i was a slut […]

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So Long

by WaitingPatiently
written by WaitingPatiently

It seems as though I have been waiting so long for my life to end. I just manage to live through another day and then another night. It is my hope that each day will be the last. Each evening as I fall asleep I hope that I will not awaken.

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school

by interstella_
written by interstella_

I’m so stressed out. I’ve been so down this school year. I’ve let my grades slip. I hardly go to school anymore and when I do, I skip class. I’ve already gone to truancy court once and will probably go again since I’ve violated probation. I’m not sure I’ll make it to being a senior next year. I don’t want to repeat junior year. I do not want to spend an extra year in that hellhole of a school. I’m slowly getting my grades  up, I’m not a dumb kid. I can do the work. It’s just that I’ve been so depressed I become distracted by my thoughts […]

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Revival

by __D__
written by __D__

It’s been three weeks since I picked up a knife

And took it to my skin, when I began to slice

With each cut I made, the weaker I felt

And my heart had been filled to the top with guilt

It’s been two weeks since I wanted to die

To just disappear, oh how I wanted to cry

I wanted to lay in my grave and never wake again

But instead I took my feelings down with paper and a pen

It’s been one week since I last had bad thoughts

I’ve been doing what I can to survive, with everything I’ve got

I’ve been revived, I’m living a life

A life where I don’t […]

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newww persoon

by deadlynights
written by deadlynights

everyone on here seems to have these incredible stories. everyone has all these reasons as to why they’re so depressed. sure i have stupid normal issues but nothing that bad that i should want to kill myself. but i do.

im about to start failing classes because all i can do in class is think about killing myself.

i’m new to this site.

but so far everyone seemsto have a good reason for being so depressed and i don’t.

and it sucks.

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Pass the Torch

by Sunnygirl1
written by Sunnygirl1

I’ll pass the torch to you my dear,

You’ll take my troubles; take my fears.

Don’t worry love, it’s not too bad

Forget the life you could’ve had

Honest smiling, laughter too,

That kind of stuff’s just not for you

You’ll live for me, fix my mistakes,

I’ll be there every step you take

So you’ll remember,

And not forget,

That I left you, no regrets

Why do you cry, what’s wrong pet,

You’re only paying back my debts

Why have hope when you have me,

I’m all you could ever need

I’m by your side, and this is true

I’ll always look after you.

psych

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Enter title here

by Kallian
written by Kallian

I had something to say, something clever and witty. Now I can’t even remember what it was. Like I’m losing track of my own mind. I’m good at my job, I think. But today, I couldn’t remember how to do even the basic stuff. And I really want to hit the voice in my head, even though that wouldn’t work, and it’s a stupid idea.

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Heartsick

by seppuku
written by seppuku

Need to vent. Try and puke this stuff up on the page (sorry).

I have Bipolar 1, and I have it bad. It’s ruined my life. While manic I did so many crazy and awful things.

When criminals are tried, if a doctor says they were ‘of unsound mind’ that can be a defence.

I have no such defence. Nobody ain’t defending me, and I can’t defend myself.

I brought a child into the world under these regrettable circumstances.

He now, understandably, hates me.

I distract myself continually. I can’t let myself dwell on the past, present or future.

Long time since I posted here. I came back.

Putting my hopes in somehow […]

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Love?

by xxlonelyxx
written by xxlonelyxx

My best friend (were both girls) this weekend kissed me. We both like each other a lot. And we know about it. But i just told her lets not do it again Because i don’t wanna ruin our friendship. I just ruined it though by telling her shes mad at me now. Its hurts a lot. I ruined our friendship, I ruined it. Shes the best thing that’s ever happened to me. But she deserves better. I want to go to sleep and never wake up. No one will ever be able to love me.  I push everyone away. I’m a terrible person. Her heart […]

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Does it all have a beginning???

by Shen_Tao
written by Shen_Tao

I’m new of the page, and I wanted to start by asking people here, if, for them, all of this feelings of depression, the despair, the death wish, had a beginning, that’s to say, some kind of catalyst that started to bring your life down, to the point where ir became unbearable…

When I was 6 years old, I got sexually abused by a guy who used to work for my parents. I was too little to understand what had happened, but still I told my mother ALL OF IT, and she just dismissed it with a casual “You must have dreamed (dreamt?) it”. Obviously, when […]

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mixed emotions, all i need is support

by Addiictivetragedy
written by Addiictivetragedy

so I am 5 weeks pregnant, and anyone who has followed my posts know what a big deal it is for me to  have a baby, back in 2012 i had a miscarriage at 10 weeks and that tore me appart. I nearly killed myself. Now i have a chance to be a mother again, my boyfriend and I even planned this baby, but he also knows i am at high risk pregnancy loss  and i suffer with cronic anxiety. I also have a tilted uterus too witch is harder for me to carry a child. . as i said before people whom have follow […]

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Fine… Of Course!

by caillte
written by caillte

I dug myself a hole of depression. Now I’m stuck, so the only thing left to do is keep on digging and see where it leads. Well I found where it leads, in a girl from somewhere and a guy from somewhere.

Suicide- according to them is the answer; end result or whatever you want to call it. However, I live in fear of the day I’m told I’m going to die. Ironic, considering I want it most in the world some times.

Of coarse everyday I tell myself and numerous others that I’m “fine”. Which I am. I mean there is literally no other word to […]

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Rant on life/afterlife

by ladyana
written by ladyana

I really do not understand the point of life if once we leave here we’re suppose to have some deep understanding of why everything is the way it is. If we already knew this before we came here then why the hell were we put here? Perhaps to make connections  that already existed before we came here, or maybe learn life lessons? If so, this also doesn’t make sense because we would have already achieved the state of knowing before being put here. Imagine being able to know everything. This could range from how many strands of hair exist on our heads to something miraculous […]

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