My best friend (were both girls) this weekend kissed me. We both like each other a lot. And we know about it. But i just told her lets not do it again Because i don’t wanna ruin our friendship. I just ruined it though by telling her shes mad at me now. Its hurts a lot. I ruined our friendship, I ruined it. Shes the best thing that’s ever happened to me. But she deserves better. I want to go to sleep and never wake up. No one will ever be able to love me. Â I push everyone away. I’m a terrible person. Her heart has been broken so many times. I don’t deserve to live. Because everything i touch i ruin.
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I told my parents I was bisexual and they hated me for a while. But eventually they started to be the Same. Hopefully your bestfriend does the Same things. I know How it feels to loose friends
Do you love your best friend in that way ? I mean, sexually ? If you do, don’t bother to stop it cause you fear to ruin your friendship, you might end up with something even better than you already have with her.
Love has many levels (and I, myself, am really confused about that), you two should discuss that together. What she wants. What you want. Do you want to kiss each other, or just cuddle ? You two are the only ones who can set limits to this friendship. And you don’t need to categorize your relationship.
If you don’t love her that way, please show her some love either way. Cause love, even if it’s not physicaly consumed, is a good thing, and i think you both need this right now.