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Maybe We’ll Be Saved

by slaves2love 7/7/2013

written by slaves2love

I like fighting, as a sport and life I guess.Â I really want it all to end.Â But I can’t bring myself to end it, I really want something out of my control to give me a fight I can’t win for my demise.Â Apparently that’s tougher than it seems, I’ve been hit by 2 cars in 1 week and it left me with little more than some bruises.Â I’ve survived 7 attempts (apparently I’m bad at it) and numerous accidents growing up and I wake up almost astonished that I’m still on the planet.Â I seriously walk around miserable and I can’t do anything […]

7/7/2013 4 comments

Oklahoma (past due)

by blulightning20 7/7/2013

written by blulightning20

Oklahoma This Is For You!

To help

If I won the lottery,

I would feel free;

Iâ€™d give it all to you,

Because itâ€™d be up to me.

I donâ€™t care how much the cost,

Donâ€™t care how many there are;

Whether youâ€™re nice, mean, in between,

I still hope it would go far.

Houses torn down everywhere,

People have no place to stay;

They could only sit and watch,

As their homes just blew away.

Kids were at the school,

Trying to take cover;

As it began to hit,

They were protecting one another.

Some didnâ€™t make it,

Broken hearts all around;

Letâ€™s take a moment of silence,

And please no make a sound.

Losing a loved one is painful,

Something everyone can feel;

Too bad […]

7/7/2013 0 comment

a brick in the wall

by kristink 7/7/2013

written by kristink

heavy duty shit in therapy yesterday. rejection, dismissal, self hatred etc etc. my psyche is fighting tooth and nail to keep some horrible thing secret. what that is i don’t know. saw the shrink last week. another appointment and a new script. losing faith in pharmaceuticals. there doesn’t seem to be anything out there for me. left the office angry and upset. felt rejected, dismissed, discarded. why exactly i don’t know. the doc didn’t do or say anything particularly egregious. it was like there was something i desperately wanted to communicate but i couldn’t find the words. then my 20 minutes was up. go away. […]

7/7/2013 0 comment

by not_me 7/7/2013

written by not_me

So i decided to share my suicide story with you. Â I am 26 year old male from Europe. I had on-off strong suicide thoughts since my early teenage years. I hate myself a lot. i don’t think i should live on.
The reason for that is that i always end up in some really bad, shitty situations. Mostly due myself and my own stupidity, Â laziness or my weak character. I mostly live from one emotional disaster to an other, some shit always happens to me, and i freak out and can’t take it easy. And i effect people around me, a lot of people got […]

7/7/2013 7 comments

why

by suicidechick 7/7/2013

written by suicidechick

This is a poem I made

Why do people expect the most
Why do people think you are made of steel
Why do people hurt me
Why do they have to push me down
Why do they hit me when im already down
why are people so crule
why are people make my life worse than it already is

7/7/2013 0 comment

suicide

by suicidechick 7/7/2013

written by suicidechick

I am suicidal and I have attempted suicide on many occasions. I have been to a treatment center for it but I don’t feel it helped at all. I still cut and I love it.

7/7/2013 2 comments

when will I get the courage to do it

by evbh 7/7/2013

written by evbh

They say it’s going to get better. It isn’t. People who say it’s better to be alone than have bad company, have never truly been alone. They Don’t know how much it hurts. It hurts so much, I just want to rip my skin off so I can stop feeling it. One day, when I stop being a coward, I will be able to do it, and I will finally have peace and all the pain will go away. Life is too ugly for me to bear. People are too mean and I’m too stupid to not believe their lies.

7/7/2013 8 comments

Trust

by rach55555 7/7/2013

written by rach55555

It takes years to build,

Seconds to break

And forever to repair

7/7/2013 1 comment

Like everything in my life, I even failed at killing myself.

by DamagedGoods 7/7/2013

written by DamagedGoods

Well world you get a chance to laugh yet again. Finally being home after tricking the dr’s in to think your ok…bravo on my wonderful production of “I am truly ok. It was an accident…No I didn’t want to kill myself.” Even if I would have had the courage to say “YES it was an attempt.” I was to embarrassed by the fact that I cant even kill myself right. What kind of fucked up thing is that. I truly thought that after a couple of months in a hospital bed that my own bed would feel nice. But it doesn’t, it feels worse […]

7/7/2013 2 comments

Something’s got to change.

by Lacrymosa 7/7/2013

written by Lacrymosa

Well, isn’t this great. Just when my suicidal thoughts start to lessen, i start having homocidal ones. Last night I was looking at my little 5-year-old brother, who I love and adore. And then I started laughing like a freaking maniac. I didn’t know why I did. It just felt so good to laugh. I realised later why I laughed so demonically. It was because I wanted to kill him. I wanted to slit his throat. I don’t want to kill him, or anyone, for that matter now. I don’t know why…it was like I wasn’t even in control of myself. I just don’t […]

7/7/2013 7 comments

Alone

by The Joker 7/7/2013

written by The Joker

I’m alone…The people I care about couldn’t care less about me. I finally found someone, and I truly, honestly loved her. I would do anything for her. And today she left me…I was 2 months clean, but that changed today. I took my razor and cut myself 6 times. I don’t want to live without her. I just want someone who cares. My mom is letting the ex boyfriend who beat her back into the house, my “friends” Â pretty much don’t care about me. I’m alone. My dad decided that across the state is where he wanted to be, instead of closer to me so […]

7/7/2013 6 comments

Defeated

by Erisa 7/7/2013

written by Erisa

Tonight I will close my eyes, knowing, that what is at the end of a needle or at the bottom of a bottle is more important than me. It is not a feeling or a thought. It is a fact. My life is worth less than a $20 dollar rush. I have had two days to ponder this and it has finally sink in. If God did not get his message through the first time with the first guy, He definitely got it through the second time with the new guy. I am not worth the effort or the time. I am a waste of […]

7/7/2013 3 comments

why?

by breesworld 7/7/2013

written by breesworld

I wanna know what I did so horrible to get such a harf life like this I’m only 17 yrs old I lost my brother & dad to suicide I’m homeless my mom couldn’t care any less about me. It seems like all everyone ever wants to do is hurt & break me down What have I done to get such a hard life? Im terrified or death but it seems like its the only way out of this piece of shit life I have? What is the real meaning of all that I’m being put through cause it isnt to make me stronger. I […]

7/7/2013 4 comments

The End is Near.

by britattoo14 7/7/2013

written by britattoo14

I decided that this life is no longer worth living. Â The love of my life has officially left me and I have nothing left to live for. Â I already know where and how i will do it. Â I’m making it a double attempt so if one fails the other won’t. Â My letters are almost written and then I will out them all in envelopes with people’s names on them. Â Each will have a generic letter and one personal letter. Â I get a fresh battle of meds on Monday and I have some muscle relaxers and oxicodon left so the combination should do me in. Â I […]

7/7/2013 1 comment

Calling a psychiatrist tomorrow

by anon81 7/6/2013

written by anon81

I don’t see any way around it really. Either I go, suck up the cost, and open this can of worms (again) or I guess I just get it over with already and stop sniveling.

I played with my youngest daughter today, Her smile takes up her whole face with a little two-toothed grin and a laugh that makes my heart break.

7/6/2013 0 comment

Music Saved My Life.

by cxnco 7/6/2013

written by cxnco

Music Saved My Life (My Story)Â <— video of my story click the link

7/6/2013 0 comment

by monika 7/6/2013

written by monika

I can’t do this.

With every new experience, everything I do, I just get broken down more by how stupid the world is.

I always thought I got out of my parents’ house, faced my fears, I’d be ok. That everything would get better. But now I’m moved out and everything still sucks.

Boyfriend is away for two and a half weeks. It hasn’t even been one and I’m meh and depressed and mad. He said we’d talk “lots.” Lots for us is constantly. We’ve barely talked at all. I’ve talked to his older brother more than to him. And mostly I’m just mad at his parents for […]

7/6/2013 0 comment

darlin girl (sing it as you whant but i do it with an acostic and a amercan westen vibe like jonny cash but lighter so a slow balerd)

by why i dont no 7/6/2013

written by why i dont no

oh darlin girl
time a callin
tears are forming
on the shit stand on my heart
your killing me
with you silents
but hun dont you dare cry for me
iv been in a war
and i killd a man with bare hands
to keep what i thort safe and sownd
but all the things monting up
just one more cut to end my lonly life
my lonly life

and i
havent herd form you sins
you said you loved me
you said you cared
sins you when and never came back
and all the shit is packing up
to end some one elsis life
and […]

7/6/2013 0 comment

by why i dont no 7/6/2013

written by why i dont no

iÂ thinkÂ now why didiunt you lisonÂ to me

7/6/2013 0 comment

Goodbye

by PascelTrees 7/6/2013

written by PascelTrees

I’ve come to realise I probably haven’t helped a single soul on here. You guys haven’t completely recognised how much i’ve tried and wanted you help you all. I’ve got problems of my own and here I am, spending time at trying to support you poor people. I hope you all get help, and it’s just darn sad you have to be here because of the emotional pain. In a few days, it’ll be MY day, and I really do hope that maybe, juuust maybe I have helped someone. I’m sorry if I haven’t actually, done anything helpful… but I tried, I really did. I […]

7/6/2013 5 comments

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