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I wanted to share this elegant Venn diagram from a pair of recent casual and technical articles:

The theory goes that people at the center attempt suicide because they feel like burdens, they’re lonely and somehow they have the capability to kill themselves.

Basic questions:
1.) Do you feel lonely?
2.) Do you feel like a burden to others?
3.) Do you feel like you are capable of killing yourself?

Other questions:
4.) Do […]

I was never happy in my life.  Successful by other people’s standards?  Sure.  Beautiful?  Average, not ugly.  I supposedly had everything going for me in life: a career, a family, a fiancé, friends.

The reality is that I had nothing.  My parents were emotionally and/or physically absent for much of my life.  My mother was mentally ill and my father tried to be out of the house as much as he could.  As a result, he left a small child in the hands of an unstable woman.  She ranted and raved, threatening to commit me to a mental facility by age nine.  I was the recipient […]

he does them a favour saying i;ll take them out. these are shit unattractive ppl who were hurt ove love and need him to love them instead its theri pissin love from god thrown in their fat and ugly perverted faces.

i’m a fat pig my legs splayed out waiting for love, i repulse men, repulse the devil, i’m the ugliest woman in the world, i want my mother to die, my father to die, my brother to die, my cat to die, my fish to die(i want them to leave us dead in the living room and for them to beat and beat the shit outta of. i want them to torture us, cut us into pieces , roast us and fuck our bodies,  my grandfather raped dowgs and i molest mulsims. i’m 133 the antichrist they described on the radio. from dirty mongrel  srilanka. […]

Hello Internet.

Let me first introduce myself a little.

My name is X and a boy. I’m just your average 18-year old student and I’m born and raised in the Netherlands so English isn’t my first language. So excuse my for any spellings mistakes in this letter below.

About a year ago I started to notice something about myself yet looking back this has already been going on for longer than a year.

My reason for writing this is that I never seem to be “really” happy and somehow tired all the time. When somebody tells me a joke, I laugh, but never longer than 2 seconds. I always seem […]

My lake is getting dried soon, yet I’m dreaming of getting to the ocean. Family and friends swam away before the connection to the ocean breaks. There’s no way for them to see how I’m struggling now. Is alright anyway, I will embrace the sun as it will take me away.

I want to die. I want to fucking slit my wrists so badly that I can see my bone and fucking die. To hell with the idea of surviving and staying strong. I say fuck it. It’s no use. I’m just a fucking “compulsive lying *****” who “should die” and “jump in front of a fucking car”. I’m a “shit friend” and I “deserve the worst.” people said that to me. And I’m just not gonna try to fucking act like I don’t care. I’m crying and I’m giving up. I’m gonna die. So goodbye SP. I’m starting my process. and I’ll be gone by […]

I’m quite young and I really don’t want to live anymore… My dad cheated on my mum when I was only 9 years old then when I was about 10 my mum told me that me and my sister are actually step-sisters… I’ve been bullied all through my life because; I’m fat, I’m half indian, I’m ugly, I have no friends and I’ve actually been physically abused when I was 9/10 by an 11 year old at my school… Alot of the time I get very jealous when people talk about there dads and how they’re amazing and then theres mine who hasn’t bothered with […]

I haven’t been this suicidal for such a long time. I can’t even muster up enough energy to have a shower.

I want to die. I want the suffering to end.

Fuck.

Life is great. Their are ups and downs to life. Some go through hard times. But life, breathing and moving is a gift. We were born into this world with a head, arms, legs, brain and a heart. We are born into a place where there is beauty. Death is apart of life, but we shouldn’t be in a hurry to die, death is not what our purpose is on Earth. Yes, no one asked us if we wanted to be born, but at one point we were prayed for. Look around, beauty is all around, life. Living, breathing, and beating hearts. Life will always […]