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I really have no choice but to end my miserable life.
I have too much debts that I can’t settle.
though I can’t bear the thought of leaving my beautiful daughter but my existence will only harm her in the future.
“What would it take for things to be quiet, quiet like the snow? I know this isn’t much, but I know I could…I could be better!”
im not ok, and im not happy. things have ratteled me.
hello.
i’m 17, suicidal, and very confused.
I’ve wanted to die for a long time. for many reasons. but the things stopping me have always been the friends who i owe the little sanity i have now, and the hope that i might actually be able to enjoy life at some, more independent point.
Personally i dont understand what family is supposed to be. i don’t understand the love some people have for their families. is that strange? i just. i don’t feel it. my younger brother is the only one that i feel protective of.
however i love my friends with everything i have. they are amazing and nothing will […]
I’m a male, 23, and I’ve had sex, but just with one girl a few times. She was my g/f for a while. Then I broke up with her. It’s this depression I’ve had since I was young. Anyways, I just recently broke up with her and I regret it. It was due to my depression I know it. And dealing with my depression I feel like I’m all alone because everyone I talk to is always doing something sexual with someone else. I hear about it all the time. Someone’s always texting someone or hooking up with someone. And I’m not. I just […]
Fucking anxiety. For fucks sake.
I just had an awful dream. Where one of my biggest fears actually happened. Thats not a first, no. This time it was in my house though. I cant remember if some parts actually happened before, because thats what it feels like, or if its all made up.
I have to pee but its still dark. I woke up about an hour ago. Around 6:10 am. Ive been waiting for it to turn light. I cant sleep anymore because then Ill return to the dream. I actually just got myself to move so I finally got on my laptop. Havent gotten myself […]
These yearnings and desires will not be slaked. They grow more and more as time drags on. Is it even obtainable?
i wish i had never told anyone about anything. Really, there’s not much to tell. God, what was i trying to do, help myself? Now i’ve got my damn nice parents caring about me -.- I should be grateful for this, a lot of people would love caring parents they can talk to, but they’re going to help me. I really don’t want this and sure don’t deserve it. Just if i kept my little snappy mouth shut i wouldn’t be this stressed. Man, you would think that help would help, but a hell not it doesn’t. I might as well kill myself in a […]
I am ready to do it. I am not afraid of death. The only thing stopping me is how much it would hurt my parents.
But it’s my life. It’s my decision.
like a porcelain doll thrown from 23 stories, i think i’d just crack open or maybe shatter. everyone would see how empty i was.
i cannot possibly be human, feeling like just a shell.
strung up by my hands and feet there is a point of a knife pointed and the soft part of my neck/throat. Â It takes all of my effort not to lean forward and be pierced and have it all end.
Words and whispers I can’t get to leave my head
The voices call; they want me dead
The asylum grows closer as I grow colder and the threat of pills stays my hand’s blade
One more mistake is all it takes to send me back, and kill my hopes of moving forward.
 My school work, my  job, it’ll all be over.
 Medicines will consume me, taking over my mind.
No longer will I find pleasure in writing lines or playing rhythms, the ability lost in the crusade of science and therapy.
Trust will be dismissed, me reverting to the life of a prisoner for two weeks then a man on probation for […]
I feel ready to just give up, call it quits, throw in the towel.
I just cant seem to find any sort of purpose to this struggle,
Day in day out, it never ends.
It gets harder and harder to get out of bed every morning,
just the effort of standing exhausts me,
this isn’t living free.
I’m fed up with letting everyone down,
they give me compliments, praise me, say theyre proud,
but they can do better than me.
Deserve better.
Driving home tonight i just wanted to hit a semi or the nearest building.
Just to end it all, get rid of the pain, the memories and the fuck ups.
So everyone could just move […]
I’m not making this a rant but,
Maybe I don’t matter
Not many seem to care
I love the ones that do
But I think I maybe losin the ones that used to
My best friend has saved my life too many times I love him for that but i dont know am I his best friend, sometimes I just feel replaced. Fuck my friends say I look like a doll cuz my eyes look like I’m made of glass I’m probably easy to replace/: I thought I meant a lot to my best friend but I guess I’m wrong/:
Well I’m bored. If anyone wants to talk bout anything txt me
914-820-8763. (:
I’m not anti social, but I am afraid of social situations. Â I don’t really fit in to any social “click” at college, and if I could choose one to be in I don’t really know which I would. Â This has left me a friendless, loveless, passionless loser. Â I fear that if I attempt to be social and try to meet new people and do new things, I will not be accepted, but rejected and cast aside. Â The thought of trying to talk to someone about this is terrifying. Â I would talk to family or a friend about this, but anyone I tell would certainly be […]
How many times have you used the excuse “I’m just tired?”
How many times have you cried yourself to sleep?
How many times have you told someone you’re fine but clearly you weren’t?
How many times have you smiled all though it wasn’t real?
Hey every one it’s me n770 and I would just like to say to any one who wants to kill themselves  why o u guys what to kill yourselves that bad I mean what is the reason to kill yourselves if u can tell me that then I can todaly under stand how u guys feel cause its my friend and she sayid that I don’t understand what she is going  through  so can someone please help me????!!!!!
Nobody cares when you sit there silent
Nobody cares when you’re on the verge of tears
Nobody cares if you’re okay or not
Nobody cares about what is wrong with you
Nobody cares that you have cuts on your wrists
Nobody cares about what’ve you’ve been through
Nobody cares about your life, only their own