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I DID IT FOR YOU.

by Nobodyy
written by Nobodyy

Today I felt so alone
No one around to call my own
I weep I plead I cry I bleed
All I want is someone to love
Someone to hold me
Someone to trust

But it’s okay I’m used to the feeling
The life I hold I can feel it ending
I cut all night and just can’t sleep
That last cut comes down way to deep
The scarlet blood trickles down and hits the floor
It keeps coming more and more

This time I failed once again
I lost my hope I lost my plan
My plan to leave this hatred place
This dream of mine […]

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Just thinking i guess..

by Strawberry
written by Strawberry

So we are all on here for a reason right? Right. Either we are thinking of suicide or know some one who offed themselves. Or those random oh so kind hearted strangers who just want to help those of us who feel alone (how nice)..not. Im here because every day i want to die. I want to fell the way it feels to take a last breath. I want to look death in the eye and greet him with a smile. I need more time to build up the courage to pull the trigger. When the bullet and my temple finally meet as forbiden lovers.

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I know this too shall pass…

by isaac
written by isaac

I’ve felt this way before…a few times.  maybe more than a few.  sobbing uncontrollably with no tears to show for it.  or tears streaming profusely with a face as calm as death.  my insides are heavy and hurt. my feelings raw and burn.  it will take as long as it takes, i am just so sick of enduring it.  it could take weeks, i wish I wasn’t alone in this room.

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by jhvtfcjkhjm nvjh
written by jhvtfcjkhjm nvjh

There comes those points in your life where you just want to walk away from it all. When you feel like you’re nothing, like you have nothing, like you are worthless, when you have no one. You just want nothing to do with anyone, or anything. You just want to leave it all. You want to go away to where you can be perfect and no one will judge you. There’s times you want to just take everything back, every mistake you’ve made, you just want to take it all back. Yeah, we are humans, we make mistakes. But there’s those mistakes you know you […]

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What Do I Do Now?

by jhvtfcjkhjm nvjh
written by jhvtfcjkhjm nvjh

I’m lost. What do I do now?

I am scared.

I’m lost.

I never knew it would get this hard.

When you get that evil person who is out to get you.

And destroy’s your happiness.

Every ounce of happiness I had. Was lost.

Now I’m lost.

I’m in a dark room.

I can’t find the light.

I can’t escape it.

Wouldn’t someone like to help me..

Mom?

Dad?

Grandma?

Family?

Best friends?

How can they help me?

I’m not willing to let anyone in.

I can’t let anyone in.

All people are good for now, is judging me, hurting me, leaving me.. and putting me down.

It’s like I’m a worthless piece of trash.

I see the blood running.

I don’t even flinch at the pain.

The pain […]

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What to do

by Frozen-Heart
written by Frozen-Heart

I don’t know what to do, this year is the worst thing to ever happen to me. My so called bestmates turned on me. I’m over feeling like I’m not good enough for anything anymore. it’s like I get happy and somes like shes happy lets ruin it!

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Burning fall leaves and freazing summers.My down fall ’12

by Broken Dreams
written by Broken Dreams

I haven’t posted in awile as i don’t like bothering people about my proplems but if I could get any advis i would greatly aperachate it.My “down fall” of this year and my recent mental breakdowns have made me result to an almost errrie feeling i used to have when thouse thoughts enter your head.You know the one’s that weigh you down and the one’s they clame antidepressents can help with but even i myself amit i’am no role moddle for having a 215 medical marajuanna for my depression and isomia.

 

I guess i’ll start with October 27th of last year becouse that’s when I first […]

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I am not saved, but I am still alive.

by isaac
written by isaac

Special thanks to those who showed such an unselfish interest in me, Jael85, s2419, and mimito.  Thanks to everyone for sharing your stories and feelings.  Making those connections with my own life gave me a footing to sort out my next step without taking my long vacation to nowhere.  I’ve backed away from the edge enough to take a breath.  We’ll see.

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Havent been here in awhile..

by Atlanta27
written by Atlanta27

Back again.. so i still have my plan..inching closer by the second, I dont plan on seeing 2013..anyway.. for all who know me, I am and have been having a sex spree.. and frankly dont give a fuck if i catch HIV… abyway..plan is sex,sex and more sex then im going to attempt for the 5th time to die… dame a month left to go… seems so far away but so close too..

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FOR WAT WE ARE LIVING ?

by chinna
written by chinna

Dear Frnds.,

 

for wat sake we are living i dont know somebody they have their own suggestions to die but some body will not tell wat is the problem in his life dats y  they will not tel they are commiting sucide . friends let me know one thing about the real life suspecting the depression to die some dody has to die. example take my life only i sincerly and very mostly loved one in this world i swear that my gf was did like this she was  getting far day by day i loved her a lot since past  4 years but she went […]

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5 day countdown.

by 20yrchaos
written by 20yrchaos

So it’s been 5 days since I last posted on here. Ever since I wrote on here I’ve been thinking about suicide constantly. Last night I went and drove around, just to think. I ended up parking by a bridge in the middle of no where and thinking for hours. Its really comforting the more I’ve thought about it. I’ve gone as far as making my plan and writing my notes. 5 more days, just 5 more. Life is too damn depressing and repetitive.

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Oh, The Thinks You Can Think

by Jimmy62
written by Jimmy62

 

When I think About You

 

When I think about you

I wonder if you feel whispers biting at your ear

Attempting to notify your heart

Do you hear

That you are the pinnacle of a little boy’s thoughts?

I fear

Every time my memory drops an ice cube down my back

Kissing each vertebrae cold

That you are thinking about me in a shade too close to black

Because in my thoughts exhausted by you

I only concoct colors of yellow and blue

I wonder if your mind paints pictures of me

The same ones I draw of our fingers wrapping warmly

Do you […]

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how do i get help

by jgneedshelpnow
written by jgneedshelpnow

im thinking about taking every single pill in this house at once and cut my wrists

i need help…i need to be locked up away from everything and everyone, but i have no insurance and no money…part of the reason im ready to go through with this…please, someone tell me theres something i can do…i am gonna do this

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Does It Get Better?

by HeadSick
written by HeadSick

I have been cut free for a year as of last week. I have never known any cutters other than myself, but that maybe because I never told anyone . No why would they expect that the laughing funny guy is just a mask to hide my rotting face behind.Even though its nearly killed me several times I still want to cut. When I cut I pretend I was a surgeon and I was just performing an operation, nothing was solved but nothing mattered.Does this ever go away? Its funny, such a little piece of metal can control me so easily.I cut  off one eyebrow […]

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by darko
written by darko

hopeless

 

i am shocked at this ability to type

i feel completely lifeless

 

how could i possibly move when i am so horribly heavy,

too heavy to budge

 

i wish i could turn into a wall so i could observe the world and never move or speak and nothing much would be expected of me.

i can keep secrets and be painted to look pretty, and i’ll hold your pictures and shelves,

if only you leave me be

 

 

i need company tonight

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