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For those of you being bullied and contemplating suicide…

by Oancu 10/15/2012

written by Oancu

Listen to me.

I know what it’s like having to go to school, and dreading it, just to get bullied every day.Â I have ADD and slight dyslexia (but you would never know it unless I told you), so I went to “special” classes because I learned differently.Â I got picked on, constantly, until I finally beat the shit out of the kid for doing it (but I don’t recommend this), and after that, nobody fucked with me.Â I know what it’s like.Â I was afraid to go to school.Â I used to beg my mum to let me stay home, and my grandfather told me […]

10/15/2012 5 comments

horrible meeting

by passionfruit3 10/15/2012

written by passionfruit3

I fucking hate my life.My dad came to my meeting today.Which is okay cause im like well if there talking to him i dont have to say shit.The problem is for one the meeting was way to long and ackward.I just wanted to get out of there.Theres going to be a big argument tonight about being hospitalized to test to see what meds im allergic.There on to me about the whole suicide even though i wouldnt dare give them information they could use to lock me up.I dont want to deal with all this at all and i have to suffer through it till after […]

10/15/2012 1 comment

Never felt this alone.

by barelybreathing7 10/15/2012

written by barelybreathing7

Why do they keep laughing? Why? Don’t they see it hurts and is mean? Why can’t they say hello instead or aomeone speak up and tell them to stop? Seriously, stop.

10/15/2012 0 comment

Deep-set Insatiable Need

by humansdestroyhumanity 10/15/2012

written by humansdestroyhumanity

Rapidly spiraling
down,
down,
always downward.
Never up.
Envisioning in my mind
of blood running down my arm
my face
my stomach
my legs & ankles.
Feelings of nothingness.
Wanting to cry, throw up,
and turn away with guilt and regret.
Suicidal Tendencies come forth,
beckoning and pushing me away
from the temporary refuge
I had inexplicably found in dreams.
Regrets pile up around me
little post-it notes on the walls
covered in despair and insanity.
Incomprehensible thoughts running through my head
screaming in agony I bleed
scarlet rivulets create a river of inconsistencies.

10/15/2012 3 comments

falling

by indifferent 10/15/2012

written by indifferent

once again ive broken to pieces. how pathetic is that? im not suppose to break down. what the hell am i suppose to do? i just want to crawl into a dark hole away from everybody and just stay there. can i do that? no i cant. everytime i hide away i get dragged out and forced to face the fact that my life sucks. yea, sure there are plenty of things i can do to make it better, but it just seems pointless. everytime i try to do something that i want to do or that i think would be fun i get wierd […]

10/15/2012 1 comment

Three people…

by Theloner 10/15/2012

written by Theloner

The monster, the mask, and the person under the wet and dirty mud…Which one do I feel I want to get rid of? Well that would be the mask, because it is so…boring, painful, dull, and sad to put on everyday. But…what if I need it again? I am sick of feeling like I can’t even get a chance to breathe. But the mask, I may need it again.

10/15/2012 0 comment

anxiety controls my life

by leiferikson 10/15/2012

written by leiferikson

not the depression or the personality disorders… the anxiety

10/15/2012 7 comments

Don’t Give Up

by BleedOut 10/15/2012

written by BleedOut

When your feeling down people, Suicide is never the answer. Get some help be there for one another. Don’t let your fears get to you. Stand up to them bullies who can’t find anything better to do. Trash talk them do anything you can to fight against them and make them scared of you.

10/15/2012 1 comment

I’m saying goodbye

by determined_rebel 10/15/2012

written by determined_rebel

I can’t do this anymore. I feel so….out of place and so fuckin depressed. Everything is going down hill for me yet again and I can’t handle it. I can’t be strong and I can’t pretend anymore. I think tonight might be my last night. I’m ready to go. I’m ready to disappear. No one will hear from me for a while I hope. I can’t handle the pain I’m in and uphold a happy face anymore. It hurts too much. And I can’t let them lock me up. This might just be goodbye.

10/15/2012 14 comments

Annabeth Reid

by AnnabethReid 10/15/2012

written by AnnabethReid

I call myself Annabeth Reid, that’s the life I wish I lived. I have amazing friends and a amazing family, so much to look forward to in life and the bullying has almost stopped. But it never stops does it? The past always catches up with the present… When I was younger I was bullied a lot a name I heard almost everyday was SLUT, my own friends called me that behind my back. I’m also very skinny, not because I try it’s just the way I am, yet I’m calledÂ anorexic. People make jokes saying I throw up after I eat, but I don’t. I’ve […]

10/15/2012 2 comments

Words scar, rumors destroy, bullies kill

by jhvtfcjkhjm nvjh 10/15/2012

written by jhvtfcjkhjm nvjh

Every bad memory is replaying.

Replaying in my mind.

Over and over and over.

Like my mind is set on rewind.

Like my mind is set on repeat.

Why can’t these terrible memories just go away?

These memories are destroying me.

They are breaking me down.

They are making me weak.

Making me hurt.

Making my whole body ache.

I want to push the eject button.

I want it all toÂ disappear.

10/15/2012 1 comment

there is help

by anonymouslady18 10/15/2012

written by anonymouslady18

is there anyone on here feeling hopeless that possibly lives on vancouver island bc ? because i would like to speak with you in person. if not im still here add my facebookÂ to talk, i can feel your pain ive suffered in my past life as well. add me! Â jaime michieli

10/15/2012 0 comment

Scared

by Devils_Advocate 10/15/2012

written by Devils_Advocate

I hd sm1, who tuk care of me. Fr that little time, I ws happy.
But she’s gone, leaving me all alone.
Nd all I am right nw, is scared.
Scared to hell. I miss her. I love her, more than anything in the world, cz only she evr cared to undrstand me. And she knws, she knws hw much i love her, crave fr her touch. Bt its nt gonna happen. M scared, all i want is for her to hold me, cz i m all too broken without her.
I dnt hv ny frnds in real sense to evn talk to about my […]

10/15/2012 0 comment

Our voices need to be heard, yet why do they come out in a whisper?

by Roaming_Soul 10/15/2012

written by Roaming_Soul

10/15/2012 6 comments

Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety

by SilverTip 10/15/2012

written by SilverTip

I have to go back to work today after two weeks off’ and I’m so terrified to go. Everybody is going to look at me with those questioning eyes, smile their fake smiles, talk their small talk, ask how I’m feeling…

What do you say to them?

Thanks for asking!

“I’ve been off for two weeks because I can’t handle life. And when I get to this point I like to hurt myself, so I needed this time to recuperate from the demon emotions that overtake who I may or may not be, oh and I binged this weekend like a fat kid in a candy store only […]

10/15/2012 0 comment

Falling..

by jhvtfcjkhjm nvjh 10/15/2012

written by jhvtfcjkhjm nvjh

Them dreams..

You have, where you feel like your falling.

I feel like I’m falling.

Even when I’m awake.

I’m falling down, crashing down.

Around everything.

Everyone is staring at me while I’m falling.

I can’t get back up.

I’ve fallen.

10/15/2012 0 comment

alone

by indifferent 10/15/2012

written by indifferent

it feels as though im in a thick blanket of cold and darkness all alone with no one to help me. i have many people there for me, my friends, my boyfriend, even my sister, but it seems like their help is no use to me. i try to accept it, i try to explain to them how i am feeling but they fail to understand me. they dont get me and how i am and i feel. its as if me telling them everything is useless. i dont like telling them everything but they want to know and all i want is for them […]

10/15/2012 3 comments

Slow Chemical

by Rain 10/15/2012

written by Rain

The wonder of the world is gone, I know for sure.
All the wonder that i want, i found in her.
When the whole becomes apart, I strike to burn and no flames return.
Every intuition fails to find it’s way
one more table turned around and back again
Finding I’m more lost and found when she’s not around
When she’s not around, I feel it coming down.
How canÂ I have You when everbody wants your soul

Skye…I miss you. </3
Lost without you…

10/15/2012 2 comments

ward , sweet ward

by lydiarose 10/14/2012

written by lydiarose

Im home , after 2 days in the ward. Im home , and i can honestly say i wish i was back in the ward.

10/14/2012 1 comment

what has to happen

by passionfruit3 10/14/2012

written by passionfruit3

Its come to my conclusion that i am going to try and off myself again.Im scared to death cause its a past method im using one that almost killed me.Im scared to death of doing this.But that little short lived happy time is over.Its left me and its always going to come and then not be there and i cant stand that.I am filth thats all i am while im alive.
The method will be successful this time.I would check myself into a mental hospital but there all crappy except the one i recently came from.That is to far away to go to.
I dont […]

10/14/2012 3 comments

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