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i keep thinking if things were just different I wouldnt have to plot my own fall. but they’re not and if i cant change this the way i want i wont have it at all.
kill me now
In life.
We all have options.
The choices we make.
Sometimes, we might not always make the right choices.
They are called mistkes.
We all make mistakes.
We need to learn from them.
It’s how we get on with life, and how we become stronger.
Sure, we have them rough patches.
But everyone has their own way of fixing them.
Sometimes, we keep making the same mistakes.
But when you make the same mistake once, and than again, you make the same “Mistake”, It’s a choice, not a mistake.
Learn from […]
I feel worthless, pathetic; like a waste of space. I have nothing to offer this world. I’m a piece of shit. I can’t get a job, can’t get into college, I can’t drive, and I live in a house where my mother can’t afford to feed us. We have no food. Maybe a slice of bologna, but where will that get us? I feel terrible for not helping out. If I were dead, she would have one less mouth to feed. If I were dead, I wouldn’t have to suffer through all of this, through all of the emotions that run through my head. I […]
Hey everyone.
I have been on this website a while and I have been watching people waste their lives on here. I know I have been on here too and I know that I have probably wasted alot of time on here. But this isn’t the way. If you are depressed then you need to speak to someone, get help and make yourself, no matter how hard it is, see things in a better light. You need to step out of the darkness. Get rid of the shadows in your life and become the light.
If you cut your skin, harm yourself, hate yourself then please don’t […]
I find it incredibly hard to “heal myself” when everyday has a new problem to add.
Can I please just wake up one day and not be rushed with bad news and problems? is that really to much to ask? I just want one day where things just work out and people leave me alone.
A few weeks ago I fled to India, I fled because if i stayed in Ireland I would have killed myself. I have lost so many people in my life, I have made some serious mistakes and I have tried to help most of the people I have encountered. But now I am lost…
Things I have done in India.
1. I have visited people who are so poor its beyond belief, I used to live on the streets but this is crazy, they have nothing and no one cares.
2. I have met some amazing people, people who invite me into their homes and talk […]
Everyday.
Everyday, I want to give up.
Everyday, I want to end it all.
Everyday, I want it to be over.
But he is the only one holding me back.
My 5 year old brother.
I just can’t  seem to leave him alone on this cruel, harsh world.
I can’t let the world tear him up.
I can’t let him lose his big sister.
No matter how much I want to.
I can’t be selfish.
I will put him before everything.
He’s my world.
He is what keeps me going.