Do you not understand I care about you more than anything? I hope you do. And if you don’t I wish you did. Do you not realize I love you for who you are? I enjoy being close friends with you. I really do! I do… That is even more than I asked for. The least I wanted was us to be friends. Or me to have a friend at all! But I got more. I got a best friend! A very special person to me. You care and love me. It meant so much to find that from someone! You changed the way I think. But now I am thinking one thing again.
But I know if I do what I am thinkin.. You would be hurt. And that is the last thing I want. And it would make it worse knowing it’s my fault…